My process today is about giving my mind directions. I recently tried and tested out my mind on what I "place into it" esoterically speaking. Now days I have that degree of self honesty and self awareness that I can give my mind more clear directions. This is something I am currently testing out.
me in the snow 12.17 in south west norway
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to feel like I failed, feeling bad, at giving my mind directions as to tell it to find me a girlfriend, as to order it from a store, like my mind is a app where I can order whatever I like from what I place into it - placing into a detail to remind it to find me and girlfriend and to sort of have girls on my mind again, from what detail I place in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I lost control of my fluids and my currency within giving my mind that request, that I was testing out.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fail to remember that I was testing it out, getting all possessed by the idea of a partner.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not know 100% how to deal with my mind and within so, saying to myself that I am testing this out making it more into a play.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself and feel bad for not knowing how to deal with my mind - like as if I was to know - I have not done this before I have not had that clarity of mind.
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