hWe dont need to reexamine the past misty. We were there. We were high. Nobodys perfect we both made our fair share of mistakes. We were high. Paranoia and intrigue. Are what you think about. And whats shoved into your face. Give it that we both had alot of forgiveness. Thats love. I find out now perhaps i was too lenient with you. I enabled you. You can do whatever knowing that i would have you back. Then it was all you. Your mercy. Your decisions. Your initiating sex. It was your turf with your people......i had become terribly dependent on you and you stopped caring. How is that for a reprise. Lord knows i did my best to keep my calm in dealing with rival males and thieving females. You stopped coming home at night last april........your ego. Mercy.
Your decision to ignore these messages. How does it feel to be ignored? Hmmm. I know a hell of a lot about it. So miss angelic walk around and talk about let the healing in. Knock it the fuck off. You are furthest thing from pure innocent angelic. You. You know what you did. You know what you did to me. You were a fucking monster. I am very hurt by you. I was loyal up until oct 10th whena miracle happened. You didnt care you were riding high off of the truck sale or that bully ring that lesa sold to ME!Yeah i remember the fact that you had bond money and you finked out then. And then we cashed the bond return and you finked out then. And you did rob me on several occasions upon weight. And you took both crockpots.on and fucking on. Where is it that you think you did me fair? I thought to myself you should short her and then again with the paypal. I didnt. You said you would give me a share of the truck. You didnt. You said you would pay me back for bond. You didnt. You said i was stealing your customers. I didnt. You used the earings money on drugs. Where is it that you think this is fair and decent? You never did replace my lockbox that you had pilfered and broke. The fact that you stole my car to be with adam cements your nature and your qualities.....
I pay child support with that Bond money She replied
How about the omega earings that you comandeered?
I wish you would just come clean. There isnt much time left to do so. What did you want. Again i apologize for my hurt words. I feel very much hurt.
Is this because of npd? Borderline? Manic depressive? I mean i still really dont understand why you did me so wrong. I was in your back pocket. You knew that.i was loyal to a fault.
Where did you get off treating another person so poorly.
You wonder why i struggle to look you in the eye???
Deleting. Thats the only positive thing i can do for us. Delete this and move on. You have taught me the things i never wish to remember ever again. Getting up to cook breakfast?? Really?? Thats your idea of pure?
She replied. I wanted to mean as much to someone as he meant to me I wanted someone to treat me the way that I treated them and honestly I didn't treat you bad to begin with
You treated me bad to end with
If i treated you the way you treated me. It would be you with the hurt words.