I came across a video of a man sexually molesting a female toddler. And I honestly have been in a bad state all day because of that video. I cried for a long time and really could not work anymore because I was bewildered to say the least.
How the hell is anyone sexually attracted to a child or an infant? I mean, how??? Why??? I'm still lost in a warp. I truly couldn't work anymore because my head is fuzzy... I feel like someone stuffed cobwebs up there.
So someone can look at a child and say, "Wow. She/he looks hot!" For real? Nia/Bih, for real?! Are you kidding me? Omg! I'm disgusted. I'm angry. I'm sad. I'm confused. But the most worrisome feeling I have is fear. Yes, fear! Because the world is going really bad and new babies are being born into this rotting world...
I'm gonna get married and at some inevitable point I'd have to enrol my children in school, leaving them in the care of strangers i.e. teachers and caregivers. And also be leaving them at the mercy of other children, children whose upbringings and personalities I can't vouch for.
A male friend of mine attended Maritime Academy in Oron and he told me how he was almost raped by senior male students. I attended Federal Government Girls' College, Abuloma briefly and Lawd! we had occurrences of female-on-female student molestation. Then I've asked a lot of men how they got introduced to sex and the stories have almost the same ring to them. Predators are usually the maid, relative or family friend and the age of molestation ranges from 5 years to 12 years. I won't even talk about females because this video did a number on my psyche...
My Goodness! I'm scared! This world is not getting any better. I know these things have always existed but it seems like they're on the increase or maybe social media is just bringing them to light. I'm truly scared...
How do we protect our children and for how long can we protect them? There are predators everywhere: Home, school, church etc and these predators come in both genders and in different ages. I've seen an 8 year old boy try to molest a 5 year old girl. I've heard of fathers molesting their children, male and female. I've seen mothers give their children as sex slaves to high payers...
When and where would all these end? I know I'm worrying your timelines but I gotta get this off my chest because it's killing me... How do we protect our children? This is what I want to know because this video I watched today gave me the worst kind of shivers. Shivers I never felt even when I was in Amai village and things used to go "bump in the night". I truly know what fear is now.
I'm scared shitless... I really am...
Well described
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As horrible as it might sound to you, stopping this anti-pedophile spook that society has gotten it's self into.
That's how we protect our children.
I can explain how if you want, and why, but I won't go into it unless you want me to.
But to answer your questions, as I know many pedophiles personally and have "worked" with them, they don't look at children and think they're "hot."
Before you go further, you might want to consider skipping down to where this post is separated as this may trigger the fuck out of you.
Anyhow, their sexuality is different than others, as is their sexual culture. Things are based on cuteness and sillyness rather than hot and sexy, and that applies to them too. They don't want to simply "fuck" a child like most normal people want to "fuck" their boyfriend or girlfriend. The sex they want isn't about control, degrading, cumming, or abusing the child, but, to weird you out even more, apparently its about bonding and p-p-p-pleasuring the child.
Before you pull out your metal rods and start roasting me or throwing up in the sink, I'm simply describing what they've described to me. They acknowledge that (at least in this culture) sex with children can be harmful, no matter how good they treat the child and how much the child may like it, as this culture is not okay with it you cannot guarantee the child will be when they grow up. They love children, sorry to say, and thus they abstain because they don't want to hurt them, even if they see it as unlikely.
As to why they like what they like, to get even more cringey, it's just like homosexuality, they always liked kids. They liked their personalities, the lack of hair, the super-fem look, and eventually the size and the rest of them as that's what they grew to love and be used to.
I speak strictly of pedophiles here, genuine ones, not the sick child abusers like the one you likely saw a video of. Statistically 86% of child molesters have no attraction to children or even scenarios involving them.
Those are the real monsters we hear about, not pedophiles.
I have seen such videos too; and I've personally helped, uhm, rescue the children and...well I never knew what happened to the abuser. I really don't care.
Those I worked with were primarily pedophiles, who also hated such videos and the abuse therein. Just as much as you shivered and were troubled me as well as they once were too.
Sadly most children who are in child porn are truly abused, and a good (bad?) portion are violently abused. That's why, apparently, my pedophile friends do not watch child porn (leisurely), as the videos are all about penetration, force, degrading, etc, rather than what they want. That shit just makes them sad and angry just like us.
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