DON'T BREATH !!!

The door opened slowly as usual
I could see his back figure creep in
I moved to the farthest end of my room
And coiled myself into a ball

But he always knew where i was
There was no hiding from him
There was no point screaming also
He took away those my rights along time ago

He called my name
I knew better than not to answer
"Take off your cloths" he commanded
I did so before he gets offended

He drags me to the bed like a sheep to be slaughtered
Placed his hands round my neck and squeezed hard
It gave him pleasure seeing me squil and struggle for breath
And me always pleading for death

I closed my eyes
And embraced myself for impact
As he plunged into me
And took pleasure in my pains

That black figure
Was my dad
Who for some reasons
Choose me as his prey

But what hurts more
Was the fact that mum
Choose to close her eyes
To my demise

So today i made up my mind to end this
3years was enough pains to endure
I hide a table knife beneath the sheets
And waited for his black figure

The door opened slowly as usual
I could see his black figure creep in
But this time i lay still
And felts for the cold blades

I undressed before he could ask
And spread my legs to let him in
He smiled sheepishly
As he squeezed my neck and had his fill

And when he was at his weakest
In his euphoria of pleasure
I picked the knife up
But hesistated

To save my life i had to take his
And then i thought of mum
She wasn't enough to save him
So i struck

But he saw the blade
And held my hands with strenght
So we strugled awhile
Until i felt it pierce through flesh

Shock was written all over his face
As blood was everywhere
And then he said am sorry
I realised i was the one bleeding

The blade hung from my heart
I guess he was stronger
I am only but 13years
But for the first time i smiled

Either way it was going to be over soon
"Breath baby breath"
He said
But i told my self as i felt death

Don't breath

#shreds