Lonely

Finnegan and Gigi are a couple (this is a canon, it has already become a fait accompli, whether you like it or not, and it's useless to argue with this fact). Lorna is suffering because of unrequited love for Finnegan.

An ordinary school day. An boring, gray day. To me it is bad, I hardly stand on legs or foots. I do not want to go to school at all. A crowd of joyful students goes to school, and I try to get lost in this crowd. I want to go home, but I can not go there. And all because of my love for photography. Sometimes I blame myself for all my troubles and problems. Although it's all my fault. I go to school, I go up to the locker and see Gigi.
"Hello, Lorna," the gin daughter greeted me.
Pulling out a smile, I waved to her in greeting. Gigi is good, but I can not communicate with her normally. Gigi Grant is the girlfriend of the guy I love. From the realization of this, I feel bad. I'm just awful. I should be happy for my friend, but I can not. I'm sorry, monsters. I close my face with my hands to avoid seeing my reflection.
-Are you all right? - Grant asked and put her hand on my shoulder.
Her voice echoed in my ears. I completely immersed myself in my thoughts. She started calling me by name and shaking her shoulders. I got out of my meditations and put my hands off my face.
-I'm fine. I just quarreled with my father on the phone. We often have such quarrels. Do not worry, I'll calm down now - I'm lying.
She looks at me with concern, and again give me a smile called
"I'm fine. Do not worry about me. "
We hear the sound of the wheels and turn around. He is driving. Prince of my dreams. Only now this prince is already busy.
"Finnegan!" - Gigi shouted and began to wave her hands so that he saw her.
The guy drove up to us and winked at Gigi. The daughter of the genie embraced him and kissed him on the cheek. This made me so disgusted. I have long dreamed of being in her place. I envy Gigi. She has friends and a loving guy, and I'm lonely. A lonely little fish.
"Hello, Lorna," Finnegan said. "Why so sad?" - he asked.
"It's all right," I say.
I hate lying to him. I want to tell him about my feelings, but this is impossible. First, he will not reciprocate. Secondly, I can offend Gigi. Thirdly, because of this, I can no longer communicate with them.
We must go. I turn my back to them and go to the pool.
-Where are you going? Finnegan asked.
-To the pool. I'll go for a swim, "I say.
"For now," the couple said in unison, and returned to her romantic conversations.
I'll go swimming. Maybe I'm "lucky" and I'm will drowning. No, no, because a creature like me, born for life under water, can not drown. With such thoughts, I go to the school pool.