It is necessary for you to make a deliberate decision to take a step back from the things you are use to seeing in order to step towards the things you need to be experiencing. This is called Courage.
If you want to experience something new, more fulfilling to the depths your soul you will have to take the risk into the unknown. The unknown will become the known to you. Growth require this challenge to our perceptions. You are greater than the fears that hold you back.