Don't stop trying.

"I know you have tried!
You have even tried several things, you have put together what you know works for others and it still didn't work out for you.

The several things that you have tried even seems not be working out and sometimes may even work against you.

You may at this point be tempted to think that they are forces that are working against your progress and may not want you to succeed but;
Alas !

Be patient it will all work together for your good.

Every normal person may want to give up at this point when it seem like nothing is working .

Cast your mind back to some world cup finals during international final games when big teams are down and about loosing they don't live the pitch of play because it's not the end of the game. They will play until the final whistle and most times during the extra time they become victorious.

Keep working hard on the field of life soon you will come out Victorious.

I know you have skills and you have tried to use them move your life to a better place and aiming for high goals.
I know you always try to sharpen your skills every time for an opportunity to come and it seems the opportunity is taken eternity to come, the last one that came and you missed it looked like it took eternity before it came and you still missed it anyway.

However it seems opportunities come and sometimes it looks like your skills are not worthy enough to equal your opportunity or your skill are above the opportunity that comes.

Finding a suitable ground to fit in becomes a challenge and you're thinking on lowering your standard.

I know you have also missed out of some opportunities not because you where not qualified for them but because of something you can't seem to figure out yet.

You try to spend a lot of time trying to figure what the problem maybe and you may seem not to be able to fine tune what the problem is.

I know at this very point it may clearly play out that the best option is to quit and give up because its not working.

Calm down give yourself some quality little extra time and you will get there.

I know that you are a very gifted person and your gift makes you unique.
I know you believed that you gift should make way for you to get to the top .

It however seems on your way to success even with your gift you still don't understand where you are heading to.

I know you believe with your gift you should be far ahead where you are right now .

The possibility of your gift making way for your now even looks slimmer as every new day approaches.

Relax !
Keep using the gift to help people, bless lives and encourage yourself very soon the same gift that seems so insignificant will make a way that you may not be able to imagine your significance and the mighty doors that your gifts have opened for you.

Sometimes it even looks as if the kind of life you're living is not the kind of life you have always dreamed of or imagine in your heart, it may even be far below it.

Many questions may arise in your heart that begins to question the possibility of your dreams and imagination that you have concerning life.

At this point it looks as if age is catching up on you on not achieving what it seemed others like you have achieved .

I know you have revisited the book you wrote down your dreams and you eyes becomes teary as it seemed your vision only looks beautiful on paper and not on "real life "

It is at this point you may want to take a bow honourably and simply walk away with hands in your pocket and the fever of fear draining you and the fear of what next becomes the prominent fear that constantly puzzles your mind.

This point the voice of fear becomes like a new sound system that has just been launched with terrific sounds.
It is at this point you may want to try the path of least resistance but;
**Alas!
The way you're travelling may seem like the least travelled but stay on very soon I assure you will soon be one of the few successful people.

Sometimes it may even looks like the path you have chosen is so narrow that you hardly even find anyone to encourage you or even find people to hold your hand and work with you.

It may be very few calls at this phase of your life, maybe one from your girlfriend or from your mother and you begin to wonder;
where are all the people I supported during their times of crises?

I really wish I could answer the question

Your dreams of having a beautiful wife and beautiful kids surrounding your table still looks as if it is not coming to fruition anytime soon, at this point single hood is rocking and not even a wife yet or neither a child yet.

At this point you're giving your best and it's like it's not working out.

I know the kind of life you have designed to live doesn't look as it's close to the one you're living right now.

Take a deep breath ! Breath in breath out.

When building a house the steps and process doesn't look so beautiful.
This is because the process to achieving your designed life doesn't always looks beautiful as well .

Your are in the process to the life you have designed for yourself, Never give up!
Soon you will see the beauty of the design.

I know time is ticking and you have not reached your goals yet and your target and every passing of time now looks like you enjoy wasting time.

Relax !
Everything will fall right in place for you , keep believing and never give up there is light at the end of the tunnel .

Thanks for reading through;
Am your original @prettyjules158