There are times when you ask questions about your reality and if there is something wrong. When such times turn up realise that you are wasting time. Because if you have time to think about all that then you are doing something wrong.
The people who are doing right always are thinking of how to do it better instead of asking questions.
When they realise something is wrong they instantly start making it right without wasting single second.
So just wake up from your slumber, sharpen your bayonet and go to war. Nobody is gonna stop for you.