Music Dairy #1 : You Are the Reason - Calum Scott

A very touching and heart-melting song.

Have you ever tried very very hard to stop loving or missing someone?

I do.

He used to be someone that I do not like to talk to.

He never asked about my result.
He never asked about my birthday.
He never asked to take a picture with me.
He never.

And I was used to it.

Whenever I was in school, I only saw someone else's him. I was so envy that my friend has her him with her but not mine. Every recess time, her him will come and visit her with the food and drinks. And all this made me more distanced to him. I wished I had my him with me when I was still schooling.

Time flew, I grew from a cute little girl to a girl with an over-sized shirt. And he did not say anything about it.

One day, he was sick. He left after 2 weeks.

Then I was told that he was concerned that I slimmed down so quickly within 1 year and asked my aunt to bring to doctor. Not only once, but a few times when I was not aware.

Tears came trembling down. And I couldn't stop it. And I knew, it was too late to say 'I'm Sorry' and 'Thank You' to my beloved him.

"I climb every mountain
And swim every mountain
Just to be with you
And fix what I've broken"

I wish that there is a time machine, so I can go back to that time. At least to tell him 'I love you, grandpa'

Treasure what we have now. Be it good or bad. Many times, we tend to ignore and hurt those who are close to hurt because we think that they will always be there for us. But life is cruel and uncertain, you will not know whether you will wake up and see your loved ones the next day. Spend the time with them, even is a silly thing. Laugh it off and let them know....

You Are The Reason

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