The Man behind the Mask

Hello my name is Carl some know me as Carl Whitmore some know me as Carl Reneman. To understand me you must understand my background. the first thing Is I was raised and born in washington and despite what people say it does not rain all the time in washington. a lot of times not all the times. Its like saying people from Idaho just eat potoatos I am sure they have alot there. But I am also sure thats not all they. Anyways some Humor. My mother who I will not name to protect her was once married to my birth father. He was not a nice man hurtful mean angry abusive. She left him and took me with, she remarried and met my dad who raised me as his own. The thing was even though I was taken from him. It gave me a mark. His genes. His traits. Even though I wanted to hide it how could I. But there was something I also had the power of music. Thats right I am a singer. But with that I also stutter. Can not talk or verbalize but yet when I sing my voice changes. I will show you a example at the end of this. So in 2012 I left washington lived with mom and dad short time. in 2014 I feel in love. and got married 2016. But I wish i could say we are now together and it ended happily. No So my wife also has challanges. But really smart. on the last night she was with me. She tried to hurt herself I had her admited. now i live alone suffering. weight drops everyday. i am 5'7 I am now 153. The reason why I tell you this is because even though I lost everything i found something. My voice my music which heals me on a daily basis. If you are hurting dont give up. Do what you love write sing dance make something. As long as you are happy do not care what the word says or think. Just believe in you. you have dreams and a passion. I hope to write more -Carl here is my voice to you. the talent i was given thank you.