A song I wrote my mom after losing her

I lost my mom in 2014 to lung cancer after fighting for 8 long years. My way expressing my feelings is through writing songs, even if they suck. It's therapeutic and helps me get through things. So, one day I was feeling really down about my mom being gone and poured my heart out as much as I could. I just now got to finishing it as much as I know how to do at the moment. If you have lost someone to cancer, I am truly sorry. It's unfair that some people don't get the chance to live their life out because of a disease that is curable, but exploited for revenue, but I won't get into that.

Anyways, here's what I had to say that night I was feeling extra down on the world. Your choice to listen or not, I just hope maybe one person relates and makes them feel like they're not the only ones feeling like this. I will post my soundcloud and @Dsound link in case one has issues. Thanks for reading all my rambling!
Here's the links:

https://soundcloud.com/gersonsucks/i-miss-you

https://dsound.audio/#!/@gersonsucks/20180706t090621963z-i-miss-you

Thanks again for letting me vent!