The second song off of the newest installment in the SCRIBES series.

As always, MAJOR shout out to @scuzzy!! Such a dope producer, if you haven't checked him out, I'd suggest you go do it! Too dope. One of the best hiphop producers around, for sure. His instrumentals are so authentic and have such a soulful feel to them, honestly just toooooo dope!

This song is me delving into different feelings of mine... As are all the songs in my SCRIBES series, haha. I talk a bit about how I'm frustrated with life right now and how hard everything is getting and how music is becoming a saving grace for me right now. I talk a bit about my lack feelings at times, and how I feel void a lot of the time... just lack of emotions, lack of joy, lack of pain, etc. It comes and goes, but it can be tough when it's in full swing.

Anywayyyyy! I hope you guys enjoy the song!

Lyrics

Verse 1

Why can't I know how to live this life
Or how to get shit right once I've lit this light
All I know is when I grip this mic
I got this love for it, that's the reason that I can spit this tight
I'm not the smartest, but what I've harnessed
Is pure passion when I write it on parchment
It's gives me the courage of many a lion
And livens my heart whenever I start to feel heartless
But music now is marxist, art that is artless
masses must consume, taking food from the garbage
Shit... I'd rather be starvin
So come march with me as I start my bombardment
On the scene and on the market
blast this in your car, in your house, or apartment
Yea, I'm just giving you what's real
That's why I call this scribes, describing what I feel

Verse 1

Yea, you see my name is what it means
I get it, writ it, give it, just explaining the routine
From probably one of the oldest ancient things,
It's called the spirit, and it's clear it's where I've been
Sometime I feel like all of it's a dream
This life and death, I'm living in between
I see my feelings, but my body's a machine
Like I'm the director, I live behind the scenes
But I wanna reach higher than that
I wanna let myself feel mad, more than a minor relapse
I wanna feel when I am sad, Tired of quiet I have
I wanna give it all I have until I cry and collapse
I hope I find me at last
I hope my light it'll last, or did I die in the past
But I'm sure that one day I will finally laugh
Cuz I can feel that I will heal, just need time to heal that