Do you remember everything we had?
Don't you remember all those things you said?
It wasn't just the promises you broke
a chain reaction your words had provoked
.

so tell me, have i crossed your mind at all?
it feels like it's been ages since you called
how could you just stand there and watch me fall?
You're not who i thought you were at all
.

Someday you'll look back and think of me
and you'll ask yourself what could have ever made you leave?
Soon you'll be begging on your knees
but this time, I won't give into your pleas
.
You'll regret this all once it hits you
The arrogance in you will wear off soon
It wasn't just the promises you broke
this chain reaction your words had provoked
.
So tell me, have I crossed your mind at all?
It feels like its been ages since you called
How could you just stand there and watch me fall?
you're not who I thought you were at all
.
Now that we're over, everything's changed
life without you doesn't feel the same
but I feel like I'm better off this way
my mind's finally cleared, I'm passed all the dismay
.

One day everyone will know my name
and you'll wish you never quit our game
.

Now tell me, have I crossed your mind at all?

Written about my first real boyfriend, my first real heartbreak. He broke up with me when he went to college, and I was basically a complete zombie my entire junior year in high school afterwards. I was so in love with him, and he was very much in love with me up until his first week away at college. A complete cliche, I know. I was so naive but it completely blindsided me and I wasn't the same since. Heartbreaks are hard, but the first cut is the deepest. Sheryl Crow said it best.

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