I'm not shy

Shoot with my ideas differently disputes often guide. The problem is not severe. I call my friends visited the boiling house., A close friend, a new friend than a useless comment because the guests a good thing, she said.
Since the House before the end of the father. My father was a carpenter perched all of a vessel must not touch the pot. Oral work by resetting the Family Code, because the money used for emancipatory priority, so can not build a good house to live. My father's house is being built, others will, but the tents of a new home was cheaper Choose one of three start-ups bought five families built. It's okay to stay, although not magnificent.
My father died a long time ago because the beginning is not good at home is now out of date. Uneven floor of the virus particle with high walls. Guests attended the green. I feel free to everyone. Anyone in his situation. Grand house and just want to be the best. I want to use items to live, but their scale. . Because of bad products out small church, I had never seen and I think that is not a shame to suffer.. Just like rice sucks. Item could get rich. You do not need to compete with people who either rich or poor and empty, they just eat rice.
I was up to fifth grade to eighth grade school (3) Basic and attended school. The school is near the foot, I have no problem because. (9) grade attend tutoring tuition must take. I want to ask for more money from his father and mother. So it opened the monastery school tuition to attend school since the eighth grade exam Has been given. Sometimes school and that school tuition. Adjust the Basic Education High School No. (1) Free tuition adapted to almost opened the school, so to speak. (1) schools, I think as far as two miles away from home. You can not go walking. Cycling father to come home. We go to ride a bike as well as a bicycle, the girl is taken too bad a bite rust bicycle speed to serve the family. I want to keep working parents bike ride a bike. I had had just worn to school.
I rent a bicycle embarrassed. Is not how I go. 'Street is small. My parents attend a school in my parent bicycles and embarrassing yourself, there is no need to take on anybody.
Keep these concepts head had given my father.
Morality 'wealth to the wealthy than Chambers worse. No matter how much money the poor morality yourself even if you do not know if I knew it. I wait butterfly shame is not enough really good. We're both Grade it clearly. Ordinary casual labors users. Thus, the children of wealthy parents want is not designed to fulfill all needs. The designation will fulfill forbidding. But we fed rice chance of plain rice and fed a small tear. So, in front of other people who are suspicious. There is no need to placed under the surface of the small back adequately and just need to try a career in education. My father had always concepts because of the environment The sport at the hot track, I have never had to do. I think as long as they do bad Because he does not need a shame because nobody left to bear in mind.

အခုတေလာ အေမႏွင့္က်ြန္မ အယူအဆခ်င္းမတူလုိ႔ မႀကာခဏအျငင္းအခုံျဖစ္ရတယ္။ျပႆနာက အႀကီးအက်ယ္ေတာ့မဟုတ္ပါဘူး။က်ြန္မရဲ႕မိတ္ေဆြေတြကုိ အိမ္အလည္းေခၚလုိ႔ အေမကဆူတာပါ။အိမ္ကုိအလည္လာေနက် မိတ္ေဆြရင္းေတြထက္ မိတ္ေဆြသစ္ေတြကုိ အိမ္အလည္ေခၚရင္ အိမ္အစုတ္နဲ႔မုိ႔ ဧည့္သည္ကုိ အားနာစရာေကာင္းတယ္လုိ႔ အေမကေျပာပါတယ္။
အိမ္က အေဖမဆုံးခင္ကတည္းက ေဆာက္ထားတဲ့အိမ္ အေဖက လက္သမားဆရာ။အုိးသည္ အုိးေကာင္းမကုိင္ရဘူးဆုိသလုိပဲ။လက္လုပ္မွ ပါးစပ္လုပ္ရတဲ့မိသားစုမုိ႔ ရွာေဖြလုိ႔ရတဲ့ေငြကုိ စားဝတ္ေနေရ ပညားေရးအတြက္ ဦးစားေပးသုံးစဲြေနရတာမုိ႔ အိမ္ေကာင္းေကာင္းမေဆာက္ႏုိင္ဘူး။အေဖကုိယ္တုိင္ အျခားသူေတြရဲ႔ တုိက္ေတြ အိမ္ေကာင္းေတြကုိ ေဆာက္ေပးေနရေပမယ့္ ကိုယ္ေနရမယ့္အိမ္ကုိေတာ့ ေစ်းသက္သာတဲ့သစ္သားေတြထဲက သုံးလုိရေလာက္တာေတြကုိ ေရြးဝယ္ျပီးေဆာက္ရတယ္။မိသားစုငါးေယာက္အတြက္ေတာ့ မခမ္းနားေပမယ့္ ေနထုိင္လုိ႔အဆင္ေျပပါတယ္။
အေဖဆုံးတာႀကာျပီမုိ႔ အစကတည္းက မေကာင္းခဲ့တဲ့အိမ္က အခုဆုိေဟာင္းေနျပီ။မညီမညာႀကမ္းခင္းေတြ ပုိးမႈန္က်ေနတဲ့ နံရံေတြနဲ႔ပါ။အေမက ဧည့္စိမ္းေတြကုိအားနာတက္တယ္။က်ြန္မကေတာ့ အားမနာဘူး။လူတုိင္းလူတုိင္းမွာ သူ႔အေျခအေနနဲ႔သူရွိတယ္။ဘယ္သူမဆုိ အိမ္ႀကီး အိမ္ေကာင္းနဲ႔ ေနခ်င္တာေပါ့။အေကာင္းဆုံးဆုိတဲ့ ပစၥည္းေတြကုိ သုံးခ်င္တာေပါ့။ဒါေပမယ့္ ကုိယ့္အတုိင္းအတာနဲ႔ကုိယ္ ေနေနရတယ္။သူမ်ားအိမ္လုိ မေကာင္းလုိ သူမ်ားပစၥည္းေတြလုိ အေကာင္းမသုံးႏုိင္လုိ႔ဆုိျပီး သိမ္ငယ္စိတ္ေတာ့ က်ြန္မတစ္ခါမွေတာ့ မျဖစ္ဖူးဘူး။ဆင္းရဲတာ ရွက္စရာမဟုတ္ဘူးလုိ႔ပဲ က်ြန္မထင္တယ္။ကုိယ့္ထမင္းကုိ ကုိယ္ရွာစားႀကတယ္။ကုသုိလ္ကံ အေႀကာင္းမတူလုိ႔ ခ်မ္းသာလာႀကသူေတြနဲ႔ယွဥ္ျပီး အားငယ္စရာမလုိဘူး။ခ်မ္းသာသူျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ဆင္းရဲသူျဖစ္ျဖစ္ ကုိယ့္ထမင္းကုိယ္ရွာစားေနႀကသူခ်ည္းပါ။
က်ြန္မေက်ာင္းကုိ ပဥၥမတန္းကေန အ႒မတန္းထိ အမွတ္(၃)အေျခခံပညာအထက္တန္းေက်ာင္းမွာ တက္ခဲ့တယ္။ေက်ာင္းနဲ႔ အိမ္ကနီးေတာ့ ေျခက်င္သြားလုိ႔ရတာမုိ႔ အခက္အခဲမရွိပါဘူး။(၉)တန္းေရာက္ေတာ့ က်ဴရွင္ယူရေတာ့မယ္။က်ဴရွင္တက္ဖုိ႔လဲ မိဘကုိေငြထပ္မေတာင္းခ်င္ေတာ့ဘူး။ဒါေႀကာင့္ ေႀကာင္ပန္းဘုန္းႀကီးေက်ာင္းကဖြင့္ထားတဲ့ ပညာဒါနေက်ာင္းမွာ က်ဴရွင္တက္ဖုိ႔ အ႒မတန္းစာေမးပဲြေျဖျပီးကတည္းက စာရင္းေပးျပီးျပီ။ခက္တာက ေက်ာင္းခ်ိန္နဲ႔ ေႀကာင္ပန္းေက်ာင္း က်ဴရွင္ခ်ိန္ေတြက တုိက္ေနတယ္။အမွတ္(၁)အေျခခံပညာအထက္တန္းေက်ာင္းခ်ိန္နဲ႔ညွိျပီးဖြင့္ထားတဲ့ ပညာဒါနက်ဴရွင္မုိ႔ အဆင္ေျပေအာင္ ေက်ာင္းပါေျပာင္းလုိက္ရတယ္။ေျပာင္းရတဲ့ အမွတ္(၁)အေျခခံပညာအထက္တန္းေက်ာင္းက အိမ္နဲ႔ဆုိရင္ ႏွစ္မုိင္ေလာက္ေတာ့ ေဝးမယ္ထင္တယ္။ေျခက်င္သြားလုိ႔မရေတာ့ဘူး။စက္ဘီးလုိလာျပီ။အိမ္မွာက အေဖအလုပ္သြားစီးတဲ့ စက္ဘီးအျပင္ အပုိရွိတဲ့စက္ဘီးက ေတာ္ေတာ္တန္တန္မိန္းကေလး မစီးရဲေလာက္ေအာင္ အေျခအေနဆုိးေနတဲ့ သံေခ်းကုိက္စက္ဘီးပါ။က်ြန္မကေတာ့ မိသားစုစားဝတ္ေနေရအတြက္ အလ်င္မီေအာင္ အလုပ္လုပ္ေနႀကတဲ့ မိဘေတြကုိ ဒီစက္ဘီးမစီးခ်င္ဘူးလုိ႔ မေျပာရက္ဘူး။ရွိတဲ့စက္ဘီးအစုတ္နဲ႔ပဲ ေက်ာင္းသြားခဲ့ရတယ္။
'ငါ့စက္ဘီးက စုတ္လုိ႔ရွက္တယ္။လမ္းႀကဳိလမ္းႀကားက သြားမယ္။'လုိ႔လဲ မသိမ္ငယ္ဘူး။ငါ့မိဘကထားေပးတဲ့ေက်ာင္းကုိ ငါ့မိဘမွာရွိတဲ့ စက္ဘီးနဲ႔ ေက်ာင္းတက္တာ ဘယ္သူ႔ကုိမွ ရွက္စရာမလုိဘူးလုိ႔ ကုိယ့္ကုိယ္ကုိယ္ခံယူထားတယ္။
ဒီလုိအယူအဆေတြကုိ ေခါင္းထဲစဲြေနေအာင္ သြင္းေပးထားတာလဲ က်ြန္မအေဖပါပဲ။
'ဥစၥာပစၥည္းမခ်မ္းသာတာထက္ အက်င့္စာရိတၱမခ်မ္သားရင္ ပုိဆုိးတယ္။ေငြဘယ္ေလာက္ရွိရွိ အက်င့္စာရိတၱဆင္းရဲေနရင္ သူမ်ားကမသိရင္ေတာင္ ကုိယ့္ကုိယ္ေစာင့္နတ္ကသိတယ္။ကုိယ့္လိပ္ျပာကုိယ္မလုံတာကမွ တကယ္ရွက္စရာေကာင္းတာ။ငါတုိ႔ႏွစ္ေယာက္လုံးက အတန္းပညာမတက္ဘူး။သာမန္လက္လုပ္လက္စားသမားေတြ။ဒါေႀကာင့္ ခ်မ္းသာတဲ့မိဘေတြလုိ သားသမီးလုိခ်င္တာမွန္သမွ် ျဖည့္ဆည္းမေပးႏုိင္ဘူး။လုိအပ္တာကုိေတာ့ အစြမ္းကုန္ ျဖည့္ဆည္းေပးမယ္။ဒါေပမယ့္ ငါတုိ႔ ရွာေက်ြးတဲ့ထမင္းဟာ သူမ်ားမ်က္ရည္ႀကီးငယ္က်ေအာင္လုပ္ျပီး ရွာေက်ြးတဲ့ထမင္းမျဖစ္ေစရဘူး။ဒါေႀကာင့္ နင္တုိ႔တျခားလူေတြေရွ႕မွာ သိမ္ငယ္စရာ မ်က္ႏွာေအာက္ခ်ထားစရာမလုိဘူး။ေနာက္ေက်ာလုံလုံန႔ဲ ကုိယ့္ဘဝတက္လမ္းအတြက္ ပညာေရးကုိႀကဳိူးစားသင္ဖုိ႔ပဲလုိတယ္' တဲ့။အေဖ့အယူအဆေတြကုိ အျမဲနားစဲြေနတာမုိ႔ ပတ္ဝန္းက်င္က အထင္ေသးမွာ ကဲ႔ရဲ႕မွာကုိေတြးပူတတ္တဲ့အက်င့္ က်ြန္မမွာမရွိခဲ့ဘူး။ငါမေကာင္းတာမလုပ္သေရြ႕ ဘယ္သူမွေႀကာက္စရာ ရွက္စရာ မလုိဘူးလုိ႔ပဲ စိတ္ထဲခံယူထားခဲ့တယ္။

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