မိမိကိုယ္ကိုသုံးသပ္ျခင္း … ၄

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ေဟာဒီလိုေရး ဝိုင္းဝိုင္းေလး

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ေဘးအိမ္က သူ႕ကေလးကိုစာေရးသင္ရင္း ဆိုျပေနတ့ဲအသံကိုႀကားမိျပီး က်မငယ္ငယ္တုန္းကလဲ အခုလိုေအာ္ဆိုျပီး စာေရးေလ့က်င့္ခ့ဲရတာ မွတ္မိပါေသးတယ္ ။ ဝ လုံးေလး ေရးတတ္ျပန္ေတာ့လည္း အိမ္မွာ မာမီက က်မလက္ကေလးကိုကိုင္ျပီး လက္ေရးလွလွေရးတတ္ေစဘို႔နဲ႔ ဝလုံးေလးဝိုင္းေနေအာင္ ေလ့က်င့္ေပးခ့ဲတာေတြေရာ သတိရလာတယ္ ။

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ႀကီးလာေတာ့ ၄တန္းအထိ က်မလက္ေရးကမလွ ။ မာမီက ေက်ာင္းပိတ္ရက္ရွည္ေန႔ေတြမွာ သူ႔ရံုးကိုေခါ ္သြား ျပကၡဒိန္အေဟာင္းေတြရဲ႕ေနာက္ေက်ာ္ကိုလွန္ျပီး သူေရးတ့ဲစာအုပ္ကိုေရွ႕မွာခ်ထားျပီး သူ႔လက္ေရးနဲ႔ တူေအာင္ က်မကိုလိုက္ေရးေစတယ္ ။ ဒီလိုနဲ႔ လက္ေရးေတြ လွလာခ့ဲတယ္ဆိုပါေတာ့ ။

က်မတို႔သားမိ၃ဦးရဲ႕ လက္ေရးေတြဟာ အခုဆို အတူတူေတြလို ့ ရုတ္တရက္ႀကည့္ရင္ ထင္ရတ့ဲအထိပါ ။ က်မက ငယ္ငယ္က အရုပ္ေရးတာ ဝါသနာပါေတာ့ မာမီ႔ ေဖာင္တိန္တေခ်ာင္း က်မလက္ထဲေရာက္လာတာနဲ႔ ေတြ႔သမ်ွစာအုပ္ေပါ ္ အရုပ္ဆြဲတတ္တာ ။ စာအုပ္မေတြ႕ရင္ အိမ္ကဆိုဖာေပါ ္လဲ လူလစ္ရင္လစ္သလို ဆြဲထည့္လိုက္တာ အရိုက္ခံရတ့ဲထိပါဘဲ ။ ရံုးေခါ ္သြားရင္လဲ ရံုးကနံရံအျဖဴေတြမွာ လစ္ရင္လစ္သလို ဆြဲခ့ဲရတာ ဝန္ထမ္းေတြက က်မလာရင္ အျမင္ကပ္တ့ဲအထိေပါ့ ။

ရံုးကဝန္ထမ္းေတြက က်မလိုက္လာရင္ မာမီကြယ္ရာမွာ မ်က္လုံးျပဴးျပတာတို ့ ေဟာက္တာေျခာက္တာတို ့ သရဲရွိတယ္ေျပာတာတို ့ေျပာျပီး က်မကိုေႀကာက္ေအာင္ေျပာႀကတာေပါ့ ။ က်မက ေႀကာက္ျပီး မာမီအခန္းထဲက မထြက္ေတာ့ဘဲ ကပ္ေနခ့ဲေတာ့ မာမီက သူ ့တပည့္ေတြကိုေမးတယ္ " နင္တို႕ ငါ့သမီးေလးကို ငါမသိေအာင္ ေျခာက္ထားႀကတာလား " ဆိုျပီး ။ အ့ဲလို တန္းသိ တန္းရိပ္မိတတ္တ့ဲ ကိုယ့္အေမပါ ။သူရံုးကိုေခါ ္လဲ မလိုက္ခ်င္ေတာ့ဘူး ျငင္းခ့ဲရတာေတြ ျပန္စဥ္းစားျပီး သတိရလာမိတယ္ ။

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တဖက္အိမ္က စာသင္ေနတ့ဲအသံႀကားပီး က်မငယ္စဥ္က အေႀကာင္းေတြေတြးမိလာတ့ဲ တျပိဳင္ထဲမွာ မာမီကို က်မစိတ္ထဲ အလိုလိုသနားလာမိတ့ဲစိတ္ကေလးျဖစ္မိလာတယ္ ္ဘာေႀကာင့္ရယ္ေတာ့မသိ ။ Broken family တခုမွာ လိုအပ္တာေတြေတာ့ အမ်ားႀကီးေပါ့ ။ စိတ္အလိုမက် အဆင္မေျပျဖစ္စရာ အေထြအထူးမရွိလဲ တခုခုလိုေနသလို အျမဲခံစားေနရတ့ဲ ခံစားမႈမ်ိဳးက သားသမီးေတြမွာ မႀကာမႀကာ ခိုေအာင္းေနတတ္တယ္လို ့ က်မထင္တယ္ ။

သိတတ္လာတ့ဲ အခုလိုအသက္အရြယ္ေရာက္လာေတာ့လဲ သူမ်ားနည္းတူ သြားနိုင္စားနိုင္ေနန္ိုင္တယ္လို ့ ကိုယ့္ကိုယ္ကို အားတင္းေနခ့ဲရတ့ဲအခ်ိန္ေတြဟာ အမ်ားႀကီးပါ ။ တျခားေပ်ာ္ရႊင္သြားလာေနတ့ဲ မိသားစုေတြကိုျမင္ျပီး ကိုယ္ကအလိုလို အားငယ္တတ္လာေတာ့ မိသားစုေတြသြားလာတတ္တ့ဲ ပြဲလမ္းအခမ္းအနားေတြဆို မသြားခ်င္ေတာ့ဘူး ။ မသြားျဖစ္တာမ်ားလာတယ္ ။ သြားလို ့ ျမင္မိလို ့ ကိုယ္ဘဲ အားငယ္သြားရတာမ်ိဳးဆိုေတာ့ ကိုယ့္စိတ္ထိခိုက္မယ့္ေနရာမ်ိဳးကို ကိုယ္မသြားမိ မျမင္မိေအာင္ ကိုယ့္ဘာသာ အလိုလို ဆင္ျခင္ေနတတ္လာတာလို ့ သုံးသပ္မိတာပါဘဲ ။

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      ·  7 years ago 

    ​ေလာကမွာ အလုံးစုံ ျပည္​့စုံသည္​့လူသားရယ္​႔ မ႐ွိပါဘူးဗ်ာ

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    ဟုတ္က့ဲပါဗ်ာ

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      ·  7 years ago 

    ပံုဆြဲဝါသနာပါတာ ခုမွသိတယ္။

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        ·  7 years ago 

      ငယ္ငယ္တုန္းက အရုပ္ဇာတ္လမ္းေတြေရးတာပါ ဆြဲတတ္တယ္လို ့ေတာ့မဟုတ္ဖူးေပါ့

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        ·  7 years ago 

      pyaesonekhinkhin
      အဲဒီခံစားခ်က္ေတြ..အန္တီနားလည္တယ္။ဘုရားစာတခုခုကိုအျမဲရြတိဖတ္ရင္း..ကိုယ့္ကိုကိုယ္ယုံၾကည္မူ႔႐ွိလာတယ္။အခက္အခဲေတြျဖစ္လာတိုင္း..ကိုယ္ထက္နိမ္႔က်သူေတြ..ၾကည့္ေပးပါ။ေျသာ္..ကိုယ္ကသူတို႔႔နဲ႔စာရင္မဆိုးေသးဘူးဆိုပီးေပါ့ကြယ္။စာေရးတာ..ေကာင္းတယ္။ဖတ္ရတာ
      ေတာ္ေတာ္အဆင္ေျပတယ္။

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          ·  7 years ago 

        ဟုတ္က့ဲပါအန္တီ
        ေက်းဇူးအမ်ားႀကီးတင္ပါတယ္ရွင့္

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          ·  7 years ago 

        Nice Post bro
        Keep try ON

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            ·  7 years ago 

          thanks bro
          happy go lucky

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          ေပ်ာ္ရြွင္မွု ဆိုတာ မိမိရဲ႕ စိတ္ခံစားမွု အေတြေလး တစ္ခ်က္ပါဘဲ

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              ·  7 years ago 

            ဟုတ္က့ဲ စိတ္ကေဆာင္ေနေတာ့ မေပ်ာ္မိတာမ်ိဳးျဖစ္မွာမွာ

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              ·  7 years ago 

            လက္ေရးလွခ်င္ရင္ အဲလိုၾကည့္ကူးႏိုင္မွာေနာ္ အစ္မ

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                ·  7 years ago 

              မာမီကအ့ဲလိုက်င့္ေပးတာ သူ ့လက္ေရးနဲ႕တူေအာင္လို ့

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              အေပၚကိုၾကည့္ရင္ေတာ့ ျမင့္သလို ထင္ရေပမဲ့ ေအာက္ေတာ့ ျပန္ၾကည့္လိုက္ေတာ့လဲ ကိုယ့္ထက္နိမ့္တဲ့သူေတြ အမ်ားၾကီး ရွိေသးတာ သိရျပန္တယ္။

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                  ·  7 years ago 

                ဟုတ္က့ဲ

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                  ·  7 years ago 

                ကိုယ့္ထက္အေျခအေနဆိုးသူမ်ားၾကည့္ျၿပီး
                အားတင္းပါကြယ္

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                  ဟုတ္က့ဲ ကိုယ့္ထက္အေျခေနဆိုးတာက မိဘမ့ဲကေလးေတြဘဲရွိမွာပါ အူးေလးေထြးရွင့္

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                    ·  7 years ago 

                  အားမငယ္​ပါနဲ႔ မPyae ​ေရ .. ခုဆို msc မွာ ​ေမာင္​​ေတြ အစ္​ကို​ေတြ အစ္​မ​ေတြ ညီမ​ေတြ အမ်ားႀကီး႐ွိ​ေနၿပီပဲဗ်ာ ..

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                      ·  7 years ago 

                    ဟုတ္က့ဲ

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                      ·  7 years ago 

                    နားလည္ခံစားမိပါတယ္

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                        ·  7 years ago 

                      thank you

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                        ·  7 years ago 

                      Anyway...
                      fighting BPyae..

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                          ·  7 years ago 

                        5tin! thanks bro

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                          ·  7 years ago 

                        ပံုဆြဲ၀ါသနာပါရင္ေနျပည္ေတာ္ေရာက္ရင္၀င္ခဲ့ေရ။

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                            ·  7 years ago 

                          တကယ္လား

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                            ·  7 years ago 

                          မွတ္မိေသးတယ္ အေမမရွိခိုက္ အေဒၚေတြက ေျပာမရလို ့ဆိုျပီး သရဲေျခာက္တဲ့ အေႀကာင္းေတြ ေျပာျပလို ့ေႀကာက္လိုက္ရတာ ဘာမွန္းမသိ

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                              ·  7 years ago 

                            ဟုတ္တယ္ ဟီးး

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