Oh no, I accept help, but I don't like it when the help is so overwhelming that I don't get the chance to do the work and by not doing so, not learning how to do it. That is what I'm scared for, but help is always welcome, I like to get inspired by other peoples work, I see that as help.
And I will check out Phonegap, I should use more than one platform. But I also want to try to make a application from scratch, that will be my challenge when I get a lot of free time in 2 months. And from scratch I mean, using Windows and not installing any other program to help, if I need I program, I better make it myself. That will be a very fun challenge, looking forward to it.