The travelstory of 25 years Korean in New zealnd, D + 41

01-03-17

On the evening of the first Bursking, My landlord Nicola asked me If I did Busking well today. So I said her I couldn't do, I couldn't find any place that I can try Busking. because the shops were so tight. To try it, i had to do it infront of shop. However, If i do that I thought I would interrupt them business as noisy. I didn't wanna interrupt them business. So, She supported and said me, "What does that mean? Is it true in Korea? Here is Newzealand not a Korea!!! There are nothing like that, You can try it anywhere." Once again, I went out to downtown to find a place. However, it still remains hesitating whether i can try it here. But I thought that if I interrup them I just would be kicked out, I don't mind. So I started Busking at beside bank. Did I sing a eight songs? Contrary to what I expected, peoples were not interested in my performance. I was getting smaller and smaller in the indifference of people. And when I decided to came back home after a few singing a song , There was Nicola standing in front of me.
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She came to see me, and she asked me if I have been doing the Busking well and making some money. I had nothing to say, so just shook my head.

During the last two songs, The Nicola had listened me with five peoples. I was concern that no one would gather in front of Nicolas, but it was a relief to be gathered some peoples for me. While I was tidying up the place, She suddenly asked me "Rudy, Are you happy now?" When I heard it, I felt a little prick. So It was hard to answer her. Such I hesitate to answer, she suddenly took me to the cafe and bar nearby town, and told to boss or staff who is working in there. " Hi, can you see him? He is korean guy and also reeeeally fantastic singer so can he perform at here?" 'OMG... I'm not a good singer. why is she saying like that? I felt as i'm lying so my face became red.' Whether she knew my mind or not, she persistently appealed to them. and finally I became performing on the stage of a pub in downtown Maunganui next Thursday evening.

I felt embarrassed about what I thought She was doing now, and while I have been coming back home behind her, her back looks big to me. I have learned about happine