BATTLE STARS

Scary but just wanna share one of my writes up.

You wake up from a Nightmare, your eye spots the Alarm with its LED figures at 3:45..then over the baby monitor....your little girl starts to cry but then you also hear Bae trying to sing back to sleep and u are relaxed.... you then feel your back rub against something.. Someone under the Duvet with you..Bae?..but who is down stairs with your little girl...the relief you felt earlier leaves you and terror creeps in...you turn around and catch gazes with Bae and both of you spring up and out of bed you race downstairs to your little girl's room..shock grips you at what your eyes beheld ..now Bae is sprawled on the floor beside you, crying out her heart.. You too are terrified but you try and keep your cool....someone had to be the strong one...right in front of you a splitting image of your mom has your little girl in her arms.. Rocking her back and forth.... But how could it be.. Momma is dead.. She has been even before your marriage...you try and summon a little courage "Mom..place Blue back in her court... Keep my little girl back down" you say with your teeth grit together and right before you, the once splitting image of your mom changes into a young lady..with blood dripping from her dress, a very pale face and a stare cold enough to freeze the Sun....a lady that you recognize immediately.."you killed me" she said with a very scanty voice.."it wasn't my call and you know that" you reply "I was the victim but still you killed me" she said again but now she looked more furious... Bae is still by your side but her throat had gone sore from crying.." We were at war..I was a soldier.. You had a bomb strapped to your chest and you hands on the detonator." Then she screams...
More like a deafening screech and disappears into thin air....with your little girl...Bae slumps on the floor beside you and goes out cold.... Now your cool leaves you..the terror that crept in earlier.. Overtakes you...you collapse on your knees and start to cry...your hands are shaking...your heart beat is racing... then you feel a tap on your shoulder from behind you..slowly, you turn around.. But you are cut short by a blinding light... And as your eyes start to readjust to the light...from the bedside lamp Bae's beautiful face comes into view... And with a confused look....she asks...."Lupa, estás bien?...you are bleeding..I think you ripped your stitches"
At the sound of her voice.. Everything in you calms down and your cool..comes back to you ." estoy bien, its just a nightmare." You reply " OK let's get you patched up...you are due for a new stitch.. And you should know..
The night mares are normal... Its just PTSD." She says and crawls out of the Duvet to get the first aid...and the Ala gets your attention with the LED figur 4:44 then it changes to 4:45 and immediately Baby Blue starts to cry over the Baby monitor and your heart stops..