Was the US Government Correct When they Blew up the Buildings on 9/11/2001?

Like many Americans I was ready to go to war on 09/01/2001. I love America. I loved and cherished the idea of individual freedom and free speech. In fact, tracing my life back just 10 years earlier, I had joined the US Army as a 91-Bravo (Combat Medic) just after Iraq invaded Kuwait. To my luck, the First Gulf War ended just prior to my training ending. Though I did receive a combat medal for being in the military during "wartime", I never stepped foot into a combat zone. Americans who have, like some of my very best friends, I admire your courage and honor your service.

Looking back, I now know that I was a ready made "STATE BABY". My brain was weaponized to kill anyone who challenged democracy and freedom. O say can you see America's boot in your ass was my motto. Hell the only reason I am signed up to Steemit.com is because of their commitment to free speech. I was that guy, like many other Americans.

So when the news hit on September the 11th, 2001, like many of you, I felt an intensity unlike any other. I was angry, hurt, emotional, and ready to "punish" the enemy for the attack. It was an attack on everything I believed in. I was in college at this time and the shock was heavy. I even felt guilty when I seen our soldiers heading to Afghanistan and I wasn't with them.

The years passed. I watched the secret courts get put in place. I watched the NDAA get quickly passed. I watched them put the terrorist into "Gitmo". Each time, I felt bad in my heart because it was against my beliefs, yet in the back of my mind I convinced myself it was necessary "because the bastards attacked us, and this was war".

More years passed. One of my favorite pass times was history research. My education is in accounting, but in my heart I was a self proclaimed historian. I would spend 25 hours a week reading about past leaders, war, battles, and any other history I could get my hands on. Then in 2011, bored and having read through the World War II encyclopedia, I decided to go back and revisit 9-11 as it was now known. To my astonishment, there was not much historic data on the attack. My initial thinking was that it wasn't quite old enough yet to considered "history". But as a tax researcher I just dug deeper.

Many of my readers know what I found. Many of my readers know the sinking feeling you get once you find it. You also begin to try to rip what you found apart because there is no way it can be true. What I found was the truth and dear god it hurt. The moment I learned that our own Government was responsible. My life immediately went into a deep depression. Anything and everything in my life, my computer, my phone, my home, America, the television, the news and I mean everything looked different to me. I call it the "AWAKENING". Many of my readers are familiar with this cycle. The moment you learn for yourself about the "real world" that we all live in. Please describe your awakening in the comments below. Someone needs to write a book on it to help others get through the very difficult process.

For those who are unsure let me write it like this: On September 11, 2001 rogue elements within the United States government and military, Pakistan, Saudi Arabia, Turkey, and Israel pulled off the greatest false flag in history (or at least since Pearl Harbor, which is another blog). The entire attack on New York and the Pentagon was done by this group. It is 100% fact, the evidence is concrete and irrefutable and there is tens of thousands of hours of this evidence as I have read or seen it all. I know this because I could not stop researching because I wanted to prove the "truthers" wrong. 6 years later I am still addicted to the research and am a world leader of knowledge about that day. The anthrax attacks a few days and weeks later was to a corral the message. It was a warning by the rogue group to everyone: "shut up and say what we tell you to say, or things will get much, much worse".

With all research many questions are still in my heart:
1.) At this time, America was the only world power (what we are taught anyways), we had very little power or control in Central Asia and the Middle East. Did the military believe this was the only way to convince the American people to move to take advantage of our dominance? I am researching this now. What was the powers to be thinking?
2.) Does this rogue group still control our country? Obviously every American knows that Washington is supposedly "out of touch" with its citizens. Maybe there is something more sinister going on. Is someone using nuclear/biological weapons to control congress and the media? Why does Washington do exactly the opposite of what it's citizens want? Why isn't there any trials? What happened to the gold in the World Trade Center? Why doesn't congress demand to see pictures of the Pentagon plane as hundreds of videos was confiscated within minutes of the Pentagon attack. Why isn't the media explaining to the people that the Anthrax was from a US military Lab? Why is the evidence of insider trading not investigated by federal agents? I could go on and on and on.
3.) Has any else noticed that since 2001 there are many more foreigners that work for the IRS and other federal agencies? I know this is reaching, but the IRS has been flooded with Arabic men and women. WTF is going on there?
4.) How far will this group go next time? When will the next time be? How do we break up the mass media that are "weaponizing" the brains of all the young people today?

I want to write on this topic much more. Humanity cannot go backwards. We must become even more free. We need to even expand the bill of rights. We must shut down the secret courts. We must do whatever it takes to push the ideal of freedom, justice, liberty and equality back into our minds. There are many things we must do.

Tell me about your awakening. Tell me about what you think we should do. Tell me whether you believe Washington was captured that day. Thanks for reading and I promise to expand on this and my research in the future.