My name is Sasha, I'm 28 years old. Married already 6 years, we have three wonderful children. With her husband, we all swirled somehow quickly, a couple of months after the acquaintance got married, a year later the first child was born, then the second and third.
Frankly, I fell in love with him for the desire to create a family and have children. And I love and respect him so far, although he deceives me and periodically changes me. I am a homebody, but not a bore, most of the time I spend with my husband and children, I always watch for myself, I love sex. But lately I often think about the fact that I can not continue living with him together. He lied to me, often gets intrigues on the side, and even pressed by irrefutable facts (the town is small, everyone knows everything about everything) proves that he did not want to, so it turned out that he loves me and does not want to leave. I again forgive, and he pretends that everything in our family is normal. And when I try to explain that it hurts me, I feel offended that I do not trust him, and I do not trust him in the truth.
There is no need to monitor him, "well-wishers" are notified, he does not deny the facts of betrayals and deceit, but I again forgive. I am financially independent and thanks to my parents I can manage without it myself. There is a young man who is in love with me since school and is ready to turn mountains for me, and I actually spend time and energy on a man who does not sleep with me for weeks, explaining this with fatigue and problems at work. How can I break this vicious circle? he says that he also loves very much, but he himself changes again.