If it happens to you and you are experiencing it then it must be real. Most people have never heard of it and a lot of those that have been told of it does not think it is a real thing. I was born a male and I never thought that I was going to become a female at all even though I can express myself in women's clothes and being submissive to date dominant men who enjoy having anal sex with cross dressers. Most gay men who have anal sex with each other they still need to have an orgasm the same way as a straight man does, with his penis. However anal sex with each other does have some stimulating effects because of the prostate. It actually feels good to stimulate the prostate and some are more sensitive then others. But sometimes a man is born with a very sensitive prostate and I am one of those people. I noticed at about twelve years old I had something going on there and it was a slow process of experiences that took me down the rabbit hole. I was using small plastic items to put inside my butt to experience and achieve a better orgasm and I continued to shove objects in out but my penis was the end result in the process at first. I was in my twenties and living with my various girlfriends and most of them had dildos and vibrators that I began to play with while they were not home of course. I had also been with a man a few times and I was not attracted to men who were like me I couldn't conceive putting my penis in a man. I knew I had a powerful urge to feel feminine with a man that is dominant and had no problems with treating me like a girl and I would always masturbate after I had anal sex with another man. I also noticed often that I seemed to enjoy more each time experience it. One day while my girlfriend was at work and I got dressed up a little bit in her clothes and got her vibrators out to play I had a groundbreaking experience that eventually changed my life in many ways. I was using it as if I was with a man and as I kept going I was starting to climax and I loved it when suddenly felt like something wet was splashing and felt like I had a powerful orgasm. I stood up looked at the wet spot that I had made and I investigated it but I was puzzled. I did exactly that same thing a few more times and it was becoming more intense every time. I was hiding this from everyone and eventually I was sneaking out to dress up and have men on top of me and I was enjoying it much more as I continued but I really wanted to feel this way. At one point I had started having trouble with finding interest in the girl I was living with and it was as if my penis was not giving me any satisfaction. So I set out own my own and dated lots guys and suddenly I was getting orgasms on my vibrator and I was so excited about it that I did it more often. I tried not to do it when I was being ravaged by a big man that was getting me to the point where it happens. I let it slip one day with a guy that was really giving me the business and my eyes rolled back in my head and squirt jizz all over him and looked at me said wow your one of those and he grabbed my waist and pulled me to him and I started having multiple orgasms and I felt amazing and I started becoming less bashful with men and I started doing it more until I was doing a Webcam show one night and sometimes a few guys liked to see it and they paid me to use my vibrator and I would start slow until I was splashing cum everywhere and I passed out from the powerful orgasms that I love so much and it actually happened several times. I just tell my men that if I pass out don't worry about it just keep fucking me. But now I can have an anal orgasm easily and I feel like when I feel more feminine especially when I am with a man who is dominant my submissive part kicks in and I have better orgasms when I feel feminine. I am to the point where I very rarely have an erection and I have the most amazing orgasms from my dildo. Once and while I meet a guy that I can work out places and details to have a real worry free zone and I love it. Because honestly it's so much better when you get dressed sexy and have a man that fucks you for several hours and made me cum so much I am dizzy and then tells me to go cook him something to eat and I'm in the kitchen getting turned on and actually wet cooking with my belly full his cum. I have had this happen before and I tell him just treat me like a slutt and a maid and I will love being told to bend over the kitchen table and I will be happy to serve him dinner with a blow job. Really I think I want more than anything to be with a dominant man that is well built and has a high sex drive and expects me to cook and clean and do as I'm told. I would have breast implants and dress sexy for him everyday and service all his desires and be submissive with him and be happy to get told to get on my knees when he walks in the door.
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interesting story to self discovery
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It's all about as close to being able to tell It how it actually happened. I have to be honest about how badly I struggle with hiding this from half of the people in my life. I have never been able to maintain a relationship and fully feminize the way I dream about everyday. I have had a few opportunities to spend enough significant time with a man in what could have/should have been much longer in which I am certain that I would be a wonderful big titty lady that doesn't cry once a week over an ugly flat chest and wearing uncomfortable men's clothing. Everytime I had spent several months living with and man and fucking all most everyday I left my life of wonderful joy to protect that other half from knowing. So I wanted to thank you for reading this commenting. I don't attracted very many readers.
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i'm sure of course that there were many more hardships a long the way and just too much for a steemit post, yeah it can be a big struggle to keep such desires a secret, however most of society is poisoned on how such things should be and what is considered normal
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