I'm in the middle of the greatest feminine energy flow that I have ever felt. I am excited about starting my day every morning when I get up. My routine is completely based on my girlish lifestyle and being able to be used as a fuck doll for men. I have several regular masculine and horny men who visit my apartment each week a few times to fuck me until they nut inside me and it keeps me smiling and happy to be a such a slutt and something that men are attracted to enough that it gives them the urge to put me in my place.
This is my mouth on the BBC King that I wrote about in my last blog...I can't wait to see him pushing his dick inside me again.
I spend a lot of time on my back or knees in position to be treated like a whore or to fuck myself with my toys. Sometimes I stay in the bed all day long and constantly stretching my hole in a trance of ecstasy.
I'm always available in my apartment to graciously host for the men that call on me to make them cum. I let some of the most assertive and masculine guys have complete control when they are in my home. I especially do this for BBC.... believe me when I say that I am becoming more and more girlish by submitting to strong Alpha men.
There are a few big black men that can walk in my apartment right now and not only will I be obedient immediately but I will be honored if I was taken back to their house and forced to be his bitch and property. It is a lot of fun and extremely exciting to be able to enjoy being used to give several men pleasure and a place to dump all their sperm. Everyday...but I like the idea of being fucked daily and told what I wear by an alpha man that owns me. I am dreaming of the day I wake up to him and cook his meals. I will be obedient and in love.
Truthfully I really just crave masculinity and the touch of real men so much its driving me up the wall. It is not just the perfect formula for my personal process of feminization that I seek...its my one and only sexual desire...and I desire a lot of it. My senses are now on a higher frequency than ever and I enjoy things like flavors and textures more than usual. The hot water in my bath tub is a complete new luxury for me and I moan and quiver when it hits my skin like I was about to have an orgasm. It increases almost everyday now that I have decided to embrace my feminine energy inside me. I have been taking a herbal feminine hormone supplement for the extra boost to hopefully make a couple of small but important changes. I am not happy with the tone of my voice because of the deep sound of manhood that barely exist within the vocal cords. It has been about two weeks since I started taking it and I finally can notice it effecting me.
I have acquired a lot more clothes than I thought possible at this point from several people that I was able to meet on the internet here in Searcy. I am going on a little over a month now that I have mostly only worn women's clothing...but today I have to see a friend who doesn't know anything about me being Amy and I really believe that if she found out then she probably would be angry at me...so I got to put on the boys clothing again. I'm really trying to get brave enough to walk through the crowd of everyone I know wearing a mini skirt stockings and belly shirt and not give a damm.
you have lots of new outfits to try
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