So since this is my blog and I am really not a writer but if I don't get this shit off my chest I might explode.
WHO CAN RELATE?
I am American and I live in a country where foreigners think everything is literally free and its not.
Nothing is free in this motherfucker and if you work hard, you never really get ahead.
I have sciatica and I am in motherfucking pain right now. WHY THE FUCK AM I IN PAIN? I WILL TELL YOU WHY RIGHT NOW!
I work in a damn warehouse, the warehouses & factories in the United States of America are were most people work so they can have a decent penny. I am hurt from working a strenuous job I am 47 years old and I am getting older but I am going to try age reversal but that is another blog post coming later if I think about the shit again.
So I am hurt, cant work, and the doctors are fucking with me to give me a fucking note for work. the mere fact that I am asking for a note they should know something is wrong at least mentally if they don't think that I am in pain which I am in motherfucking pain.
So right now I don't get state disability not even the private disability I pay for through my job
so I am over here working at home doing tedious jobs demeaning jobs depressing jobs to barely make half my rent because I need those papers signed just so I can get my disability.
FAST FUCKING FORWARD TO TODAY
SEPTEMBER 13 2018
MY SON LOOSES THE MOTHERFUCKING MONEY ORDER
THE SAME SON THAT CALLS ME A WHORE AND SAYS GO PROSTITUTE BECAUSE THE DISABILITY HASN'T KICKED IN
Does anybody care about me? or am I being pitiful because I don't need anybody to care.
so what do I do now?
I go degrade myself some more just so we can eat and have a home. That's the true life of struggling Americans
We hustle no matter what race or culture.
This is not the land of the free NOTHING IS FREE HERE!
We all slave to survive.