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You know, precious ?

i've been dealing with funny people all my life ...

i wonder if i should get a blog section on tyrnannoght , and why is it not alleycat, right, i still have the domain name
i paid for it in advance, like @therealwolf paid a year in advance for the witness the moment the price went down. Without wanting to advertise or sell my other witnesses short, i think that deserves a modicum of respect but first

in the spirit of Google :


the dark lord on acid-noght it shows random, i like that easy bit on webpages, right , especially if i got room for a few hundred, doesnt matter if i spent seven hours or seven seconds on one logo, the blender one took some time but not that much, the filtered ones a lot less, the point is you dont know what you get

like waking up to my last ex who "suffered" as they say from borderline personality disorder ... (jekyll and hyde)

you never know what you get in the morning

a handjob , breakfast on bed in exhcange for smoking sex or

a day of dark clouds and thunder without reason

they tell me most women are like that and i tell them

you're probably the type who would tell a skinny girl she's anorexic because you were born with a different constitution, right ?

where was i cos i inserted this while typing

in case the words i speak coming out of my mouth would not be content as defined by the protectorate

yea, but that's me, right .. i have been dealing with funny people all my life as i was born the shy A-grade kid

A+ even when i was really young hahah hah haa ... that stopped fast enough when they started ramming tables of data up my head

As we go on the flow i dont know what i'll show in a minute or so

so what is content, what is spam ?

and most of all

WHO GETS TO SAY WHATS WHAT

i consider my witnesses public servants, not the government

they get paid more because they DO more , otherwise i might as well stick to the world of the old gold king

mh ah yea i was ... i think here

so

is this spam cos its not for the money, clearly

i dont do calculated and even my supreme code is always on the fly while i forget half the syntax by the time i'm done as my brain doesn't store it, it just pipes through what i need from talking to the 1e100 and that's that

like shadow would say

the music's coming through me

i have no control while i'm in the zone but i seem to achieve something close to what im aiming at

i forgot to mention a few people who i havent found here : great idols of me :

tobin ... shadow ... coldcut ... hextatic ... squarepusher ... aphex twin

no order of importance, probably forgot a lot

minter ... fairlight ... booze design ... triad

forgot a WHOLE lot

maybe misspelled a few but

i prefer to pick my own teachers so

i hope @lemouth is not too overburdened if im in a physics mood and come pouncing out of nowhere :D

wink , right ...

from synapses to fingertips ...

i would like to get ALL of the aforementioned on steemit but i dont have their phone number

id like to put Grant Cardone in charge of sales and marketing as the witness of the ministry of marketing, id give him a share ofcourse

i'd like roberto sapolsky and professor bloom to do a q&a weekly here, they can give the proceeds to their favourite research foundation BUT

that's not talking crypto is it ?

you know and

ive been dealing with funny people all my life, its unavoidable if you're a little introvert bookwurm kid who blushes when people look at you

BOY , DID THAT CHANGE OR WHAT?

but the smiley ones are fairly new to me

this neo "im not wearing a suit"-thing while they obviously are is all new to me you see, because down here

people like that ARE usually the enemy

they're are either scam artists, ore messenger-dogs for the expensive suits

i might not fit in here, but i WAS born here

so...
dimension-cat lives in many worlds , unseen like a pack of schroedinger cat-nests as i love to say repeatedly

you never know what you get until you open the box because

what ?

well yea ... hold the candle high or there's nothing to reach out for

i can get from zero sql to printing out a table via php in 90 minutes, if thats fast or not i dont know

but i cant make a video like that in 90 minutes and i doubt they did either

YEARS of unpaid programming practice, precious, did you know btw

freestyle coders are assumed to be slightly apt at music as well in some dastardly psycho-research it turns out

it's all about "composing" ...

you gotta have the flow inside before it gets on paper

something like that

am i talking about me ?

one of my hot topics

did you think i was ?

i would LOVE to create shit like that

its what i aim for

fairlight too

even if i'll never reach it

it's what i AIM for

i dont need to boast , right, i know im already above average in some departments and way below in others

ive known that since i could read

around kindergarten somewhere

the shy A-grade kid was looking at the world

all those kids

and stuff running around doing kid-stuff

standing against the wall, SCARED

truly

SHAMED

you have no clue

that was me

but that isnt me anymore

and all the same

all the people in between, the ones you heard about

some people come at me with like info they clearly got from 20 or more years ago like "people never change"

that's right
the core never does but they seem blind to the core

you know why that is ?

they have a squared out mind

schools KILL minds

schools turn everything to the common denominator

in order to make YOU understand THEM

(that would be the schooled ones)

thats how "the program" (its REALLY called that or is it not?)

changes by the generation

so the previous generation can understand the new one

that's the essence of official schooling

"molding"

its not about teaching

its about molding

its about hammering you into a shape that fits in the machine , without going on too much about "society" and other cliché's that loose attention immediately, but that's what its about

to use another insta-defocus cliché , its about preserving the status que

the old gen wants to imprint onto the new gen, in order to make the NEXT gen still recognizable ?

no, its simply basic biology in the metaverse

survival instinct if you will

think about it, and you know i'm right

they leave no room for new life to claim its own existence

from the level of white blood cells to the macrocosmos

the metaverse is pretty simple

core laws apply

i dont know where i started precious, i just know i started typing

do you want me to scroll up to see what i was gonna say because im fairly sure i had no intention whatsoever

dotdotdot you ask ?

that was period

gotta take a piss brb

hmm right on time

you thought i was on a MYWITNESS and accountsisupport advertising spree ? i dont do politics .. its not in me, like competition ... which is too often mistaken for me being someone you can walk over

shy agrade kid though i might have been, as this is the gravelpits i did spend 10 sundays of years in the nationalist youth movement, i have no issues with those people, its nothing like the american arian nation but i can tell you its not bible class either
i would have preferred to spend those sundays on that commodore 64 ... but that was not allowed

times were different

im not THAT complex, precious ...

not if you get your head out of your ass

if i call someone a nigger i think they look like mtv

if you misunderstand that

i dont think thats my problem

most people here would misunderstand it

because to me it's personal

and to most here (and frankly, considering the situation and how the government treats everything in the name of PC ..i cant blame them) its general

people are people

wherever you go ...

i'm not propagating anyone or anything and if you can't get past the f or n words

then think about the fact that half the belgian government OWNS FN-herstal

is a weapons dealer and i get blamed for ... for what exactly ?

i never got into a fight with anyone that wasnt flemish until last year either ... can you imagine that ?

i didnt ask for that
and im not going into that

safe to say, as anonymous stole that line from me

forgiveness is not an option after i'm put in public and made to go to the cops to defend myself for something i havent done

that's a fatwah on yow ass as the muslims would say, so

HOW MUCH OF THIS IS ANY PART OF YOUR DAILY SMILEY LIFE, PRECIOUS ?

is this le spam ?

atlasobscura_SpamJam_auntie_nadine.jpg

at least i dont get downvoted anymore

if i were a witness ?

okay

if i were a witness id upvote people who bring in big accounts with money and

content can come later

when everyone can eat ...

that's usually enough to set most off as most dont need it

but

basically if you scrape off the lies

its what everyone wants ...

what else if i were a witness ?

id invite gabe newell to be a witness

collude with steam as steem is the ideal blockchain for steam since it has zero transaction fees, about all games in existence that are pay-to-play

like i expect one i wont name right now to be if it ever kicks off

(doesnt mean i dont wanna see it, like i said, we all wanna eat, question is : are you selling peacock feathers or immersion ? dont look at me, i'll only be convinced when i see it, desert online was interesting for about 50 minutes for instance ...)

what else

?

oyea

an awareness campaign on how the system needs to make sure it can handle in and out instead of pension fund mentality

imagine 1 million accounts all at once power down in 40 years because they did the right way and waited for the pension fund

ask @josephsavage how that would turn out

dont take my word for it

constant in and out and

BUT ILL NEVER GO FOR WITNESS

so you can stop asking now

micro-transactions

advertising money

fast fee-less transactions as a service

and ofcourse SMT's although

hold on

youble is playing one of my favourites

i have my @goldmanmorgan virtual simulated token for what

six months now ?

you think that's boasting but that's YOU talking

what you DONT see is the fact that this thing here can HANDLE ALL OF THAT without the need to hardcode it

FROM THE START

but i suppose for the general public it would need adaptation-for-dummies (ouch, yea okay ill give you that one)

it doesnt NEED hardcoded communities, you HAVE communities if i look at the #ghs or #steemstem global homesteading collective or steemstem for one

like WORLDS apart

total communities

been going on for

ever ? like ?

didnt wait for the hardcoding until someone told them "now you can have communities" i think you're stressing ole' @ned out a bit too much

if i were a profiler id say he didnt grow up with a daddy who trained him to lead

and you fucking carrion feeders arent helping

let me post this first so i see the hit on my RC


09:38

1.22% lol
?

yea i actuall ran out of RC not too long ago and on most of the accounts i wanna keep going i run out constantly but

i can keep myself divided

i'll be your Frankenstain

i was gonna say stein but i typo'd stain

and then i thought well

that's a poetic way of expressing it

a stain on your vision

like piss in your eyes

it's okay, precious ... look up the statistic on the probability on how many of your precious would read anything like this this far and then still understand what its saying as i dont even remember the last paragraph myself ?

wants me to wake up but

when it sees me it wants me to leash myself

like "please leash yourself now"

i was doing fiiiiiiine before i got stuck here

now please leash yourself

they dont get this Crypton thing, right ?

the hard-core ... like .. people who might be totally unlike me since its a bubble universe

its not about "HAVING" money

its the ability to not be leashed

thats what its about
and that's why the old gold king is fighting it

right

fucking

now

not about what you can buy to put on a pile to die on

about going where you want WHEN you fucking want it

that's what it started about ?

mhhh... the whitepaper or the goons in the chatroom ?

be not deceived by the crypto-anarchists

most of them are crypto-capitalists

they want not freedom

they want the lambo

they are not natives

as gefopt goes ...

i dont know

do we have requests ?

GOD ?

i bow to no man

you know my gods

im a polytheist agnostic

i got christians

i got muslims

and the others dont make noise

:D

at 1.22% i can post a lot, right

i still feel @ned unless thats been changed, posting it directly is a total waste of future resource

you dont have to tell me , i know its just a wad of data you can grep out if you like

its still a mess if you put all the edits in

it certainly doesnt make things private or anonymous but

its not my company either and

it's de-centralized

dont you wanna kick those fuckers in the face, like

wtf did they ever DO ?

you sit there , trying to keep it running

bouncing here to there

all over the place, probably some larrimer up your ass still and i bet some justin too

and those goblins like (trolls would be too much for the likes of that) piss all over it without zero constructive ideas

i wish i could stay that pokerfaced in a situation like that

alas

i am not salvation but

i wouldnt pay too much attention to the whiners like that

whiners ruined world of warcraft too

it never became everquest

yea well

we're all here

we just dont have money, do we kids?

noope
the kids say no
so what about the children ?

i would like to address (since you asked me what id do as a witness) my fellows-in-power

what do you suggest ?

we feed them "content" to keep them here ?

or we go into a circlejerk losing money all the time

?

you dont get respect just for having money

its 2019

gravelpits ...

you dont get respect for having money

forget about that

i think the current situation suits the giants fine

they're the only ones left with a vote thats worth anything

the whale dick is sucked even HARDER right now

i came into this reading the propaganda

i found out after four hours its an us-only community

and i'm glad to see that's changing :)

i dont give a shit about your giants

your giants clearly arent helping the price up and to me

1 cent a steem is the same as 30 cents a steem = not enough

its only enough at 2 or better 5

but to them

thats a LOT of fiat they claim to absond so lets not turn the monologue that way

here have a tune by one of the girls i didnt get to fuck before both of us were too old


ah back half past ten already

if i keep it up for a week i might be at my bio-rythm again

you know

they tried

that's why its sometimes funny to see people try

like , only less hard and less persistent

30 years later

but they tried and it worked

i DONT settle

but i think what they meant was obey

now i dont blame them as they are simple folk

supreme working class

the kind that dies in the mud to keep the king and queen safe

the kind to break your teeth out and offer you a beer five minutes later when you go too far

me, precious ?

i can't go too far, if anything im not goin far enoug since

they still dont get it

they tried

a lot

like a LOT like, right ...

most people i remember got stuck in following orders, a lot of them still do today and i betcha fiver you'd rather meet a cop like that than a guy who went into it after some trauma or because its close by, a few exeptions

since they have this "sense of justice" right

i do too

but as i'm a mutant

it didnt quite work out into "obey" for me ...

so your left and your right wing and all that utter crud ?

you have no idea

how laughable that is from this here point of view

us and them exists

left and right ?

the resistance

ALWAYS wins in the end, precious

its only natural

debatable topic ?

take it from a schroedingers perspective

if the resistance doesnt win there's no one left to speak

in which case you'll never know

so that's a blank at any given time or dimension in space

so the resistance always wins

if it doesn't

the virus eats it

all of it

all in the metaverse

if you're a cat

like kiplings cat

jumping from one roof to another as the sun starts shining to find a shady place

you understand

there is no ill will

except against us

because we are not controlled

so

btw ...

i still wanna do a week-end there when the steemprice rises

i prefer not to get shot

im sure i wont get mugged because

im sure ill get shot before i let that happen :D

heheh

(hahah)

lol and stuff, right ?

well

i'll be me

as i did in paris, no one shot me there

nothing to prove

just wanna cat around a bit

i prefer to announce it when i might enter gangland lol

(lollll ... not really, is it ?

)

i mean lol

why not benidorm , right ?

DUBAI ! ?

curiosity killed the cat

they say

so far it hasnt but

i think sometimes thats another reason why they keep me out of money

yea id be a tourist but

actually in my three nights in paris
walking around with no phone as everyone told me they would mug me

i met ONE motherfucker coming up to me

one

and i can tell you i swarmed

one

i didnt even know what he was saying

but you know

you should read the lyrics

not think how it sounds

fine

mmh, i was gonna say let's have a quiz i'll give a steem to the winner but the markdown doesnt allow videos in tabs (no offense, i can see how that would be pretty hard to do without paying for your own servers)
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so, let's not ...

the question was which one do you think i lean most close to ?

hm

its daylight since i quit

did you miss the last 30 years ?

yea its vampire thing or something

and i think im god

that too

i can conclude this at least

GOD

does not have a dick AND is not a cunt

it's a pretty lame concept with not much fire to it if you take it as a single entity

that concludes this post

.... well

you know

life ends when it stops

Screenshot from 2019-01-14 11-13-53.png

even if you think i'm studying you

you're still on my to-do list

FLINT, precious

its propagised on "the net" like something like london, paris and marseilles combined

b/c no one talks about the parts of brussels they blew up and the fact that its the easiest part of europe to buy a gun but

i could manage paris but i think id need a guide

to do marseilles or flint

as a tourist

a guide, you know

when the steem price rises, right ?

i'm an emotional vampire too

i <3 real life

its not stories

yea
but


its got POWER
like hatebreed, right ?

its a total shame

yea THATS RIGHT

like back when eminem used to rap on speed

i'm still gonna call you nigger, nigger

until you understand

i know

but you dont seem to

i cant stand hippiecrites

be they black or white

if i am allowed to translate ?

i have a hard time sympathizing with your great grand daddy being a slave

while your ring don't cost a thing like love is a ho in a lambo ?

that's it, right ?

gud

lets get to the goodies

ofcourse i'll jump you when you come at me like that

ofcourse i'll doubt myself when i wake up

i thought we understood eachother ?

i am VERY posessive

that's why i dont get into relationships until my life is settled anymore

dot
et al

yea dont worry, baby

i'll push you down into that matrass and make you scream before you utter any sound as usual

afterwards you can throw things at my head and tell me

I DONT REALLY LOVE YOU

i wonder why

how many now, precious ? they think they are alone, i died many years ago

i told you not to talk to me during daylight

and you think its a mental thing

dont make me say i told you so

Odin gave up an eye

i feel blessed to be temple of the cat and not a fatalist

you know why that is ?

i learned about distant worlds before i made my decision

you ARE a particle in the grand scheme of things

you choose

SEE?

if there's any repeating pattern

they do that every time

every fucking time

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