Dear Diary: I Am So Emaciated Already But At Least Still Going And Going

in palnet •  6 years ago 

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I realized that I wasn't getting any form of exercise already and I am not surprised because I am on my bed all day simply because it is painful now for me to walk and the joints of my feet had joined the party plus my knees that is seemingly getting weaker and weaker.

I do not know now what to do because I cannot just push myself into a thing or activity that my body could not do plus I am not getting an encouragement even from my parents as they just wanted me to stay here where at least "nothing can go wrong" but actually I believe being not active will really make my muscles shrink due to inactivity.

The only muscle I think that is left strong in my body is my heart muscle. I haven't had any test lately for my heart but I think I already have a big heart literally that could may well be the cause of my body's weakness or one factor that makes it so.

I thought that after I would have a good blood that I will have more strength and my body will come back into its normal weight but not of that happened and what did occurred was I got weaker and my body weight dropped so significantly from a very low weight already.

But at least I could eat nonetheless especially during the morning or when I did not sleep during the night then I would get hungry in the morning. But if not from that I could have been crashed. I also think that vitamin C helps because I do have a resistance to common diseases because of its enhanced effects on wound healing.

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