Dear Diary: I Am Ready for the Doctor Today

This is my position while doing STEEMITing, there's my tablet perched on a LED monitor on my bed and I'm like this all day

I borrowed my brother's cellphone camera hoping to get a camera phone that he gave me the last time and he gave me his probably not used yet Samsung GT-S5301 pocket phone so I can use with today's Laboratory exam and Consultation to the doctor and this grainy picture is what I've got as the resulting quality and it made me sigh for that matter. But anyway at least I will get some photos with this gadget.

My brother, not the previous one that took the photos also gave me through my mother an extra SD card apparently for this cellphone but I texted him and asked for what is it for and he said that it was for the phone. I asked him if the phone has no SD card in it, he told me that he don't know, that I have to open it to know and then I have to put the SD card myself as if I know and I have the ability to open this phone keeping in mind not to scratch or break something while doing so, tsk it made me sigh again.

Luckily my mother don't have to look after my nephew today to his school because it is holiday today and she can freely assist me along with my father to yet another medical escapade for me so I just took some Ibuprofen and diclofenac for pain, both are really good for pain but not for the digestive tracts.

I had seen people died from taking them and it caused their kidneys to fail, the other one kidneys and stomach. But these medications are safe, provided that they are taken with foods and not taken continuously for two weeks. But even for such shorter time these can hurt people's health and people must know what they are taking to their system.

I have no choice but to take these pain relievers but I am not taking them everyday anyways so it is still okay. I just need them just to allow me to move. Even with ever so careful movements I am still getting hurt and what more if I will get an accidental slip?, then it will be a catastrophe.

My goal is to get a parathyroidectomy, it is a procedure next to medications controlling it not working. But I will not going for the medications as it is expensive and will forgo with it if the doctor will agree, if not, then it will be a problem. But since I actually had the product in my face as the problem, then maybe thee doctor will have to come up with a solution for my condition.

This second Endocrinologist may have to talk to my Nephrologist first or might give me the baddest news that I don't want to hear, that I can't get a surgery because of the comorbidity issues in my health. I am ready but fearful and worried. God help me.