Love is a wonderful feeling, you can never tell what love is when you can't experience pain. You can't deny the fact that it goes together.
You are in pain because you love.
You cannot even say you are happy when you never felt sadness.
Being in love is an ending happiness though in the process there is pain and sadness that tags along with it.
Embracing the reality of what is really meant by Love is a courageous thing. It will always remind you that you are simply 100% human and human as we are we have our own flaws but we can't always reason out that those faults are made because we are only human. Be mindful that GOD gave us wisdom to know what is right from wrong. With better judgment a life that you wish to have will come easy. Never alter nor erase little details that God has already written down on your journal. You may think that it's bad and you are punished, think again and again you will soon realized that He was only preparing you for an enormous storm. Be thankful for everything and in this way you will feel greater love and true happiness.
Be glad that God wrote the best love story for you.