Random Shannanigans that occured in my human supercomputer powered by intel

I walk along the edges of the world, seeing, feeling and experiencing love like i never did before my changes in seconds i die my brain is malfunctioning i need ketamin to reboot my system, to continue on living in the illusion of society created by the government, by us each and every day i see them i feel them i touch them i love them but i dont accept them as mine because they dont accept me in the way i am changed to fit in this working machine created by my inner spirits manipulated by obscene forces whose offspring is the center of all conceivable universes and my brain explodes and the glistering shadows of her glowing eyes are deceiving my reptilian parts i walk and talk commanded by a higher power, being deceived by her shadows she speaks says yes i say i say yes i work in the machine each and every day i am controlled by many theres so much potential in those humans unseen by us they are put in this hamster wheel and die one day what is our purpose does it matter do think about it why do we really exist in a philosophical way are we solely created by science or is there a higher universal meaning in our existence. The thoughts are running throughout his mind like the runners in the stadium pushing themselves forward to the finish line pursuing their goals just to fulfill their human desires being controlled by their evolutionary ape state. There is a star on the horizon brighter than the star from betlehem no center to be seen everything is connected to each some weeker some stronger but they share their energy in a unique way their emotions and feelings are a chain of blocks caring for each other like a cluster. Their coin is shared in a way that those who really need something are getting it.