Demons

Wow,

What a whirlwind of a day. First thing at 7 a.m was happening. It didn’t take more than an hour before my first trigger set me off. Off the deep end I went. Two victims, it could have been a lot worse I guess. The aftermath was alright, it is still settling. Everyone was as understanding as they could be. The demons, man, let me tell you they are real.

The inner dialogue we talk to that prevents us from doing this or that. It is crippling. It takes on another form of life and your thoughts become reality, regardless of their validity. Fear, past experiences, anxiety; there are many forms and reasons we enter into our dialogue. I believe these answers can only be arrived at through meditation and reflection.

The dialogue is where we give the demons power. Who knows or who cares where they come from as long as we identify they exist and become aware of them. They are a lot easier to control when they know that you know, what is actually happening. The spiritual world is alive with color and this is where they can be seen. I am not describing your Hollywood reproduction demon, those are funny. These demons are shapeless and hold no form, they come in the form of spirit and they rise out of darkness. It is a metaphysical existence that we manifest into reality through our thoughts. Our inner dialogue manifests the demons to life on our dimensional plane. They become our reality when in fact they are not They feed off the darkness and fear – keep the dialogues spinning like a colonial water mill!

Jesus and his knights

It took me a solid 10 hours to fight my fight yesterday. Nothing I did made me feel better and turn the beasts back to hell. I knew that the morning Light of Lucifer would help me a great deal and I prayed for today’s morning, a fresh espresso and a new day to fight.

I didn’t understand about demons until yesterday. At the peak of my melt down I called my Shaman friend Riggy. He couldn’t talk at first and called me back later. He began to describe to me how the demons will enter our life and take control over us. As soon as he started going into it, I could feel them coming out of my stomach and out of my mouth and I began hyperventilating. It was exorcism. I didn’t feel instantly better, I felt different. More aware, more awake.

I had a little cannabis around 7 or 8 p.m and that helped finally clear me over the hurdle. I was back. I laid in bed with tears running down my face smiling and laughing at it all.

All I could say was “Riggy what did you did you do to me lol?”

The demons will be back, they always are. They’ll be back to infect my thoughts and try to steer my actions. They are sick and of Set or Satan. Let our Light Beings shine with the torch of Lucifer and banish the demons out of the Kingdom of Heaven on Earth.

Childeric III, last Merovignian King