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in photography •  7 years ago 

Haven't posted in like 2 or 3 days. After being sober (no mind altering substances like weed, alcohol, nicotine etc) for the whole month of November I've fallen into a hole of weed in the last 3 days and I'm feeling super unmotivated let alone that by 14.00its already night and cold af... Tomorrow I will have to face reality and go out and have some meetings. Wish me luck and in the midtime enjoy some of my pics of Polina.
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stay positive my dude, we all have low days, find a way to get to the gym or do something to get your mind off the negatives. You got a community here to help you homie!

Thanks for the support, I did successfully stayed clean for a month by my own will and it was quiet an experience for someone who does weed/hash since more than 20 years. However that faq of also being an introvert and that not much going on in milage right now made me fall in this trap again. Gotta set a challenge.

fuck man that girl is beautiful. I leave the weed alone until later in the day, or else I get all hazy and unmotivated as well. By the end of the day its usually pretty relaxing and can be used for inspiration I find. I like the fresh feeling in my mind for the most of the day though! Excersise also helps, both warming up and to make your mind feel fresh. For me that means chopping some firewood, which i gotta go do rn before it is dark and the house is cold <3 keep on steemin on. I love the sexy beautiful girls

Thanks Cae, will be posting more from her, regarding smoking only at night I can't do it. I would like to smoke
1 or 2times a week. Thankfully writing me need support To go on.