Photo by @queenbee.
Days have passed. My mind is still in chaos. I have no sense in managing priorities anymore.
What should I do first? Is it packing my stuff for the unknown trip? Or doing the tasks for the job that I'm never excel at? Or cleaning the room that has been so cluttered?
I don't know. Even a simple thing like getting out of the bed feels like a difficult chore lately.
And then I heard my stomach rumbling. I was hungry, I have lost appetite but I can't let myself starve. If I have to deal with this madness, at least I have to get something to eat, right?
So I grabbed a cookie that my friend bought the other day and made a cup of blue flower tea.
It's not a great accomplishment for most people, of course. But I managed to do one thing to survive one more day. And that's something.