Looking For Me

I am looking for every word I've ever written.
For every song and every poem.
I am looking at every notebook I've ever scribbled on.
I am looking for me.

I am looking... Will I find a darkness within?
Looking, but will my own words make me solemn.
I am looking... Will my own words tell me “son...
You're not where you're meant to be?

I'll shine a light and make the darkness gleam.
Hoping what I'll find won't make me scream.
I'll shine a light down that tunnel until I'm reborn.
Until I've finally found me.

@henrycrown