I Feel (An Original Poem)

I Feel

I feel like I can
paddle in the sky.
I feel that anything is
possible.

I feel like touching the lanterns
that are flying up with
me. I feel my spirit
soaring high above the
horizon. I feel like I'm
living a dream.

I feel like I can
turn into a whale and swim
with them. I feel big and
strong. I feel I can swim
on and on, and will
never stop. I feel the water.
I feel the water against my giant
body. It is so smooth.
I feel like dreaming, I feel like
this will never end. Ever.

I feel like I'm on the top
of the world. I feel the
cool wind brushing me. I
feel my hair streaming
behind me. I feel I can see
everything. I can see
everyone, everything. I
think that's how god
feel. I feel happy.

I feel the shining. I
feel spring for the first
time in months. I feel the
petals dropping. I feel my
soul flying along with the
petals. I feel like I'm in a
whole new world.

I feel like I'm sitting with
her. Just me and her
alone. Together. I feel her
wrapping her arms
around me. I feel her
relaxing. I feel shy. I feel
good. I don't feel
anything except her. I
don't see anything except
her. I don't smell
anything except the
fragrance of her perfume.
I take in all in. I feel like
dreaming.

I feel the strong wind. I
feel the tornado. I feel the
hurricane. I feel like I'm
floating there and about
to drop in a second. I feel
alarmed. I feel scared. I
feel worried about my
friends and family. I
wonder if they are safe or
not. I wonder where they
are. I hope they are okay.
I feel my heart is going to
burst.

I feel like I'm not important.
I feel small. I feel vulnerable.
I feel smaller than a seahorse.
I feel my hair floating up
along with the current. I feel
like nothing. I feel like no one
can see me. I feel like I'm
invisible. I feel like this is a
nightmare.

I feel hopeful. I feel like
someone has finally
discovered me. Found
me. I feel like someone is
staring at me in wonder. I
no longer feel wasted. I
no longer feel I'm a
nobody. I feel like I'm
finally a somebody.
Someone has finally
noticed me.

I feel the rain pouring
down on me. I feel
drenched in rain water. I
feel the rain washing me
clean. Suddenly, I felt a
humongous ship looming
over me. The rain was
gone. I feel that I'm
finally dry. Finally clean.
Clean of all the horrible
memories. I feel like this
is a brand new start.

I feel like bits and pieces
are missing from me. I
feel incomplete. I'm
fishing for my thoughts,
memories, and
personality back. Without
them, I'm not a person.
I'm not me. If I find
myself again, I will be
complete.

I feel free of the dangers
of the world. I feel now I
can come out of the dark
hole I was once in. I can
finally discover, explore,
and have fun. The villain
is defeated. And I will
grow. I shrunk before into
nothing. Now I will
overcome my fears and
stand up again. I feel that
nothing can stop me. I
feel I am invincible.