My Own Reflection!

An elegy or dirge but not for all to serve. Take it as you will the rest is urged. By others views I shall wait for you to tell me how you relate to my words with just a few.
I'll introduce myself uncommon to most but you'll get to understand my humor, silly, lets have a toast.
Thank you all for coming, as we raise our glass, keep it full or half empty, which is it? I shall ask!
A little somber and sad in verbal gesture, its all in the past recalls the fester.
Though some may speak with solid inspiration, take a minute to read without any hesitation.
Don't judge or mock without knowing who I am, we all have been through something I hope you understand.
These are our words, my thoughts and past, I'm seeking balance with paper and pad.
I come from the Martial Arts way but love a good Horror, give me blood and guts and some nice scary terror.
I wear the tattoos that illustrate my thought, these are my demons for everyday I have fought.
I've skateboarded my way through time and space but now its written with tears in face.
Married twice in which I've screwed up, got several kids in which I truly love.
Monchichi is my 23, she helped me here to display my poetry.
That was an add in for my dear little friend, she's going to laugh her heart out before the end.
I have told you about me a times or two, now tell me who you are, just tell me a few...Ju-San