Son

walking down the paths,
i am listening to the cries,
cries of the thousands,
the thousands that died,
died by the hands,
the hands of the ice,
some by suicide
some gave up coz of pride

i am one of them,
one of them to decide,
decide my death,
my death in my life,
my life is so selfish,
so selfish, sublime,
sublime but i failed,
failed to define,

define by my way,
and no matter who says i am gonna stay the same,
i will win over my pain
coz i have always felt,
not loved,
not wanted,
and alone in the rain,
i am pulled and restrained,

boiling in the guilt,
feeling bit ashamed,
feeling worthy to die,
feeling burden to alive,
its better i jump,
and stop this lub-dub
as i come to an end,
and sorries to they send.

Son why you do this,
do this crime,
when i am with you,
all the time,
please don't ignore me,
all this while,
when am fighting,
for your smile

my stories started to flash,
in my retina,
as i lean forward,
vertical to antenna,
following the gravity,
and theres no steping back,
i was denied,
denied of my vendetta

back in my time,
i had clean clean swiped,
losing my girl,
my job,
my parents
my friends,
i have met a dead end,
and that is what i thought,
before He came,
and He suspend,

suspend the pain,
lift all my curses
everything is changed,
to my wound he nurses,
in which i was better,
i became the best,
to world i lost,
and history is the rest,

He built a stage,
where i could define myself,
free from my bondages,
out of my stupid shell,
out of my fear,
and you asked me the proof,
here I am, phrasing my words,
about him all the way till roof

Son why you do this,
do this crime,
when i am with you,
all the time,
please don't ignore me,
all this while,
when am fighting,
for your smile