Would You Grant My Wish?

You make me lived in guilty,
stay in the door quietly,
i knew i am running away,
Yet you stay there waiting,
we know each other for so long,
With so much similarity,

We were smile at each other back,
i wish to make thing gets better,
I was always thinking to ask you,
An officially forgiveness
Would you will give me a chance ?

To be honest, its hurt me too,
is it because too much pain i put you in, ?
Is it because i am too afraid i lost my precious person ?
Or i want to keep you happy,
i wonder am i doing right ?
Because we’ve waste so many years over these,

I don't want to demolish the bridge,
where you and me can meet up again,
i wish for understanding in the depth of your heart ,
you were right, i am the reasons of your suffer,
i knew how its felt as did i,

I just can't stay and smile while you are hurt there,
i can't let you live in pain,
i want to make things get better,
help you take your pain away,
Even time cannot heal our pain,
Until now we were stuck like this,
So will you grant my wish ?

can we build another happiness chapter,
In my book story,
As you are ever be my advisor of love,
I understand the reason you've did that to me
i am not too blind to not know,
i knew everything
And even its never changed my heart
I am still trust you and care of you.
Trust you are still someone i knew
and i am worrying about you,
i cannot live my life like this forever,
I really want you to know that,
i am really didn't mean to hurt you,
Would you grant my wish ?