Turn Off My Future (Original Poem)

A long time ago I turned off my future

because of it's uncertainty.

I love you in past and present 

but can't love in future

because of it's uncertainty.

I promised to walk together 

but I can't in future

because of it's uncertainty.

You love to hear my song, 

I'm afraid I can't sing in future

because of it's uncertainty.

I always give you courage, 

but I can't in future

because of it's uncertainty.

I help your every works, 

but I'm disappointed that I can't in future

because of it's uncertainty.

I promised you to live for you,

but I'm afraid , I can't

because I wish to die before you in the future

And it's not uncertain I pray for it.

It must not uncertain I can't live

without you a moment.

So, I wish it will not uncertain in future

My death before you.