at times overpowering my soul
when I wake up in the morning
it's already there
crouching.
"Go away"
Say I, to no avail
There it is, laughing at me
from the inner parts of my body
Roaring it comes to life
disrupting my emotions.
I can fight it!
It's hard but
I push it down,
I bottle it up
and yet, as soon as I've won
there it is again.