as soon as you disidentify from the mob
you do one of two things
first you create a reality bubble around yourself where only you exist
this is created more as a defence system than anything else
it's a line of light in the sky upon which you balance
that balance is a melancholic melody which you must maintain
in order to retain a single strand of continuous harmony
you are alone, you as who you are alone, are always right
this can have dangerous implications
you can have strength in lost words or half truths
that if held on tight have the power to destroy a normal person
attempting to make sense of you
as you in your aloneness cannot exist in the mob-think
you're a computational error in their mind
as, just as your Real is always right to you
so is the mob's 'real' to them
your new found sovereignty is quickly identified in mob-think as a disease
that must be ratified, purified and denied a right of life
but
you must keep yourself within, alone
safe, and one day, in slow small increments
a small part of you can expand, and another entity listens fervently and patiently
as this small you grows in others,
its secrecy must be maintained at all costs, for the purpose of survival
you must become very good at hiding
for many, to maintain a mob-mind and a separate you-mind equals insanity
some take this step but cannot deal with the repercussions
hold yourself together with a reference point
meditation, friends, the earth,
a spiritual discipline
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are you really creating a new mind?
or are you simply remembering an old one?
remember why you started down this path,
as that will be your end.
we walk this string of light in the sky, in hopeful silence
...
the second thing this identity/disidentity causes is personal peace and silence
like a great vacuum of time you never want to be away from
and in time, you'll only want what you have here
and to be here for all eternity