Lost life

Am walking safely not lonely
Drawing mind away intimately
Walking night alone smiling shabbily
Can life be lonely?
Self thought majority minority
Can i leave simply?
Stay safely
Listen calmly
Whats life?
When all i need slip away
Then all want runs dastardly
Am cheating life she isn't crying
Knowing am lonely helpless sobing
She pities me sympathize wrong-rightly
Tell soul's comfort is sleeping justly
Hope savior earthly will pardon
She is gone look what you have done
My thought is not lucid am gone
Future is crazy not insane i am
Try pulling its leg falls shamefully
Dreams i had hallucinations path deadly
Am pinning past steadily not letting go
Till last breath piscean master sharply
You feel it.....
Whats life?