"MY BIGGEST MISTAKE"

It's plain to say that the pain that I am feeling is the pain of castaways
Far away from love is hate
And that's the fate that fuels my feelings
It's too late to intervene
What I need is meditation
To get back on my feet
But how could I have been so blind
You never loved, I didn't see it
Even though I was the man, I acted for the woman
My love was so intense
Only listened when she spoke to me
I warned to trust her words
Choices, I pay for ten thousand folds
Out of love, I told you truths
You thought it was a game
Hunted by the last unfaithful dude
So you did the same
You should know that I am a honest guy
All men are not the same
I was wrong to fall for you
You are my biggest mistake
Every pain is just a lesson
I'll say you taught me well
Mistakes just hide the blessings
And it has brought me here
But I don't know why you have been so cruel to me
Now I am smarter I guess you have been schooling me