Why me????

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I saw somewhere these words
love is heaven..but it hurts like hell..
very true..a beautiful reality
and thats myself is all about..

i don’t even know whats happening to me
why i got such a punishment
coz i always prayed for my loved ones ?
coz i never wanted to see anyone suffering ?
or b’coz i showed justice to myself

i’m walking alone unknowingly
whats there at the very end of this path..
there are so much pain in all these ways
but i am not getting hurt..i’m not feeling the
pain

darkness everywhere..but Im not afraid..
i don’t know ..sometimes it hurts so badly..
sometimes i’m aware of myself..
holding all my pains inside my small heart
its getting heavier…sometimes it bursts
as tears..as screams..as pain..

..can anyone tell me why..why this to me?
good God..i haven’t hurt anyone knowingly..
and i don’t know if unknowingly..
but why did you play with my life..

i have always bowed in front of you for the
whole world
with my trembling lips
with tears in my eyes
with pain in my throat
and this was your blessing in return..
don’t know what fate is going to play with
me.
but i am never gonna give up..
will pray to you as i always did..
will pray for this world..
will pray for my love..
you will have to listen..
and if not, i will come to you
and will raise my head and ask you
why me…??????????