WHY?

Why go on
Nowhere to turn, nowhere to run
With tears in my eyes
It's endless, I feel trapped, hollowed inside
The pain hurts so much
Sitting with bottle in hand
It's all I've got, It's my only crutch

We once loved
Or thought as much
I don't know anymore
But my heart is destroyed
Mangled
Trampled like it was the floor

I don't want to go on anymore
Every day it hurts so much
Yet all I want is to feel a loving feminine touch
But like everything else
It's all fucked up
I'm just a loser that'll never know victory
Ready to give up and put an end to the misery

Free In Thought