[ORIGINAL POEM] Goa, You Idiot

in poetry •  6 years ago  (edited)

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In your glitter jungle
Everything looks shiny
By the beach
With sand in my wounds
And flowers in my hair

In love and bliss
In hate and destruction
I fell hard for you
I lost my mind because of you
I found everything
And I lost everything

Goa, you idiot
What did you make me become
What did you steal from my heart
I can never go back
Returning to you would be suicide

So, now I must live on
Knowing that you exist
Loving and hating you
But never meeting you again
You led me astray in a dangerous blend of highs
Smoking, pills, jungle juice, dancing and love
Sweet love but with a heavy black lace

A part of me wish I never met you
I remember that our first meeting was very strange
Almost like I knew this train was bound for hell
But if was paradise also, of course
Like a rollercoaster I couldn’t get off

Goa, you idiot
I’m never really going to get over you
I want to tear you apart
I never want to hear your name again
But I have to accept
It’s over, and never coming back
And I have to learn to live with the pain of missing you
But I will keep dancing to the tunes of the memories we share

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