Walking down the streets saying to myself, is this how it's going to go, is this the end, did I really lose, how did it happen, how did I let it get this far, did it really happen?

I still do not understand, I was with it, I was holding it right in my hands. I loved it, I wanted more of it, it was too sweet, I didn't care if it wasn't good for me, I only wanted more.

Would I forgive myself, it's over now just a few seconds away, I couldn't, I just couldn't grab it, I let it go...

My sweet chocolate vanilla sprinkled ice-cream. I miss you