Your writing triggered something inside of me, really well written. Hope it helped in writing off some things you're dealing with as well btw :)
You're not alone in experiencing this feeling, and whenever you manage to overcome it, lmk ;)

When I'm covered in shades of night
The lifeless moon feels less alone
Glancing upon the battles I fight
Revealing the demons whom I own

The silence draped around
Unfolds the scream roaring from within
Howling stripped from sound
Ends what did not begin