Searching for the Unknown/Poetry

Birds are chirping,
And singing outside.
And here I am sitting,
With my memories open wide.

I've been staring at nothingness,
Can't find something else to do.
In my eyes there are emptiness,
Somewhat I cannot deny that too.

Outside, there's a lively aura,
When I reminisce on my own.
Outside is a bright sonata,
While inside I'm shut alone.

I've been thinking..,
Not knowing exactly what it is.
I've been grieving..,
What have I've truly missed?

Maybe that's what I've been searching,
But to where should I find such bliss?
I don't know...
I don't know...

First time posting a poem for quite a while. ^^ Hope you've enjoyed reading! 😊 GodBless always everyone! Spread love 💕💕

Xoxo, Tomo-desu ヾ(≧▽≦*)o