From The Depths Of My Soul

in poetry •  7 years ago  (edited)

Restlessness haunts me in the heart of the quiet place in the world.
I judged myself and I was guilty, but am I willing to admit the facts?


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You who sit in the depths of my soul and port on the cords of the heart, do you think that is really necessary?
Always trying to lead me in the straight path.

Always directing me to take out my goodness in comparison to all the evil I can do. You who wrote me what morality, I need your help.

I'm a little lost. I'm a little troubled. Maybe more than a little bit, because this is the first time that I listened to you. This is my confession to you.

I've always been told that life is not black and white, and there's so much gray in the background, so why do I get guilty when I walk the gray area of my life?
Thoughts do not allow me, but what you don't know won't hurt you?
"If a tree falls in a forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?"

Restless again, Restlessness haunts me in the heart of the quiet place in the world.
I judged myself and I was guilty, but am I willing to admit the facts? Does it matter at all?

When everything is so temporary, so is expected to end, is it even matter that I betrayed your trust? Do you believe me anyway? Are you there at all? Or I'm looking for who to blame and to whom to turn for help. When the only certainty in here - I'm just alone.

I hoped I was better than that. Now all that is left to me is to facing My Own Guilt.







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This is so deep and naked. So we'll expressed, I love this stanza

You who sit in the depths of my soul and port on the cords of the heart

Thank you for your kind words @wandrnrose7

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This is inspirational

Thank you very much, this is a good way to release some steam

oh...it's great I like this style of writing.
and the idea you described is close to my outlook.

Thank you very much, so I'm not alone in the world

Inspiring. Thanks for sharing this piece of art.

Thank you very much, it is very important to me your assessment

Spiritual writing...nice
Keep it up...

  ·  7 years ago (edited)

Thank you @funnystuff - I Appreciate that

I had to release some

yeah agree

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Very interesting brother. Keep up the quality post.

lol thanks :)

I can relate to the restlessness and feeling guilty over things that I shouldn't feel guilty about (when people ask for help I feel guilty if I don't help even if it leaves me in a difficult position - emotionally or financially). At the end of the day there are so many people that pose as friends and yet it feels like there is no one there for you when you need them. We are born alone and we die alone, but I am finally okay with that.

Quote by Elton John: “You should never take more than you give”
I so believe In this brilliant sentence

"We are born alone and we die alone" sad but true

I like that quote...too bad its too self-less to go viral! hah If only everyone concentrated their efforts on giving I am convinced we would have a happier population!

There is almost no desire to help