(Deja Vu) x (2)

Porch, with my morning cigarette. Wait- it just began pouring, but lightly...it’s windy. Here’s a picture of an Almost-Flower- enjoy it buddy...
inside me- annoying, confusing and amazing-I do not know what is going on, and i’m the type to gravitate towards the more scientific, and what some might call cynical..which is part n parcel of my stance of the mind of the mystic, unknown, misunderstood- but far from fake shit: SPIRITUALITY
I honestly don’t know what’s real and what’s not sometimes, and it's been only occurring more and more often. Lately my dreams have been so immensely vivid while my own drug addled, alcohol-ridden pre frontal cortex isn't so great at “encoding” information. This creates a predicament I can’t understand: ... image-trigger=...”wait- Was that a memory or a dream??? Oh my God!” and even “i thought i fixed this?- nope it must have been a dream”....
... Any tips for enhancing dream journals? I forget so damn much my dreams- i know they say to write it immediately after waking up but I seem to forget them once i gain consciousness...only images/words/thoughts throughout the day will “trigger” my “dream-memory”....stay sleepy steem