A drug journey

I was a teenager I thought that smoking is being danger
I want to seem bold so I acted like I'm old
Showing off I'm tough by avoiding to caugh
The cigarette introduced me to her friend
I went to private party ,everyone was VIP
Weed ecstasy beer whiskey cocaine and LSD
Everyone was sunny they were just trying to be funny
laughing with me even they dont know me
Influenced by bob marley i smoked until I didnt felt my knee
When the party is done I was stone
I couldn't believe that I Slept side to side with weed
Our journey started back in 2007 for me I was just like stepping in heaven
I was in love with her sexy look just like reading a fantasy book
My eye were red I started talking with my head
Paranoid why she is no more preparing the food
She was so cheap she no longer fill up my need
So I decide to venger whenever I want to feed my hunger
I call up her friends why you are
no longer comming by and saying Hi
Thats beer and wiskey they were very chicky
One day they bring down cocaine I felt like lilwayne
subconsciously affection for Escobar I was willing to be like a superstar
Intelligent mind and effectiveness like James bond
Showing of my skill I never thought that drug addiction can kill
Taking some drugs was the way of being like american thugs
then I met ecstasy swallowing her make me touch energy
i kept our relation secretly from my Wendy
We saw each other every saturday I couldn't go with her anywhere
after our date I felt depression of my weed because she always wait
she knew I was with ecstasy but helped me landing from height by forgetting the noisy night
Curiously asking my self why she is not acting enviously
she spit on my face and told me continue your chase
Because Im out of here while heading to the door she drop a tear on the floor
I'm laying down on my bed i texted her lsd friend
She replayed pick up the phone im in town
Next few minute she was outside I opened her the gate and told her come inside
I knew She was on my expensy but I wanted to taste her fancy
Make her amour was just like Putting my feet on the moon
Or just like a teen kid watching the cartoon
Imaginary world I could not describe it in word
Then weed step in to the room
I was preparing for the boom
But they were ally planning for driving me high
The drug took control of my brain I was going to be insane
Living overdose like a member of navy
Now my head is a slave wishing to be saved
The jinn is wearing a crown because I am addicted to the bone
Whispering commit suicide that's the only way you have
At the end I runned from Satan cursy toward Allah mercy